What are you thinking?

good luck.

Wooooh I did! I made it into the second part

that's awesome.

Well I'm doing an Easter Basket exchange on one website so that's excited n.n

My bf stopped talking to me and blocked me on everything so....that's depressing.... No more boyfriend.

It snowed here last night. In March WHEN IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE WARM

I miss you guys <3

Amarine2008 wrote:Well I'm doing an Easter Basket exchange on one website so that's excited n.n

My bf stopped talking to me and blocked me on everything so....that's depressing.... No more boyfriend.

It snowed here last night. In March WHEN IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE WARM

I miss you guys <3

Oh... I'm sorry about your boyfriend<3

So.. now I need to start working out again so I can fit into my clothes lol... It's sad to think about that but I have to wake up and get going. I need it for my mental health as well, It makes me happier.
People usually just stare at me when I tell them I work out at the gym... Haha I guess I don't look like a gym person after all

I'm back ^^ *noonenoticediwasgonelol*
I've eaten so much cake I don't have to eat any more for the rest of the year :x We had a fun trip ^^

Amarine, what happened between you two? If I may ask. It just seems weird that he would just stop talking to you :< I'm sorry.

AennilLinnEa wrote:So.. now I need to start working out again so I can fit into my clothes lol... It's sad to think about that but I have to wake up and get going. I need it for my mental health as well, It makes me happier.
People usually just stare at me when I tell them I work out at the gym... Haha I guess I don't look like a gym person after all

I don't even go to the gym xD No money for it. I'd love to go, though. Keep at it and people will get used to the idea that you work out :)
But yeah, I'm doing the same. Actually, I'm at a point where my clothes start to hang on me! Some shirts are way too big for me now, when they used to fit. Incredible.
Working out physically makes your mental health better as well ^^


Oh yeah, I got the 10kg kettlebell! My dad paid for it. Pappa betalar xD

I've never worked out at a gym. I lots weight before buy walking a lot.

I like walking as well!!!
I like to dance too but I don't have time or the money to get those classes. >.< (and It's not even in My town)
Forace, haha pappa betalar My gym card. I got it as a christmas gift. XD


And by the way Forace, I noticed you where gone XD

I hate when u sign up for E-mails they ask for your cell number.

AennilLinnEa wrote:I like walking as well!!!
I like to dance too but I don't have time or the money to get those classes. >.< (and It's not even in My town)
Forace, haha pappa betalar My gym card. I got it as a christmas gift. XD

I walk, too ^^ Well, not lately, since it's either too cold or too slippery. I'm waiting for the most of the snow to melt.
Hihi ^^ That's a great Christmas gift!

AennilLinnEa wrote:And by the way Forace, I noticed you where gone XD

Yay! :3

Krissy wrote:I hate when u sign up for E-mails they ask for your cell number.

I hate it as well, I'm not comfortable with giving my number anywhere, to anyone. Hotmail asked me to put it, but I always skipped it :P
But if I can't skip, I won't use the service.

^ I guess they can't use the service, then :/


GUESS WHAT

Arnold goddamn Schwarzenegger has joined Fitocracy! https://www.fitocracy.com/profile/Arnold/?feed
... It's a site where you log your workouts and stuff. I've been using it for half a year.

I'M SO FOLLOWING HIM NOW

Teehee, he's on level 1... I'm on 21 :B

I guess not then.I'M glad ontairo didn't get all that damn snow like parts of usa did.

^that's lucky. Seems everyone in the U.S. is super disappointed because most people are on spring break now but it's either been super cold or super snowy so far. All of the flowers I decided to plant are indoors now because it's too cold to put them outside XD

stargirlstrike wrote:^that's lucky. Seems everyone in the U.S. is super disappointed because most people are on spring break now but it's either been super cold or super snowy so far. All of the flowers I decided to plant are indoors now because it's too cold to put them outside XD

here where i am its got so much snow that its even hard to go out -_-

What

the hell

are MEGGINGS?!

D:

Just... no.

It's bad enough women are running around in long johns, but now men as well? Ehhhwwwprlt

I just did a Google image search on meggings because I didn't know what they were.

Whyyyyy did I do that? Aughhhh. That's so.... not for me XD

Yeah, sorry xD Man-leggings. Ridiculous xD

EWWWWW, That's gross.I've seen women around here wearing leggings and it's like see threw.I'M like nobody wants to see your boney butt. Some ppl can't tell the differences between pants..Yikes not men now too.

Forace wrote:Yeah, sorry xD Man-leggings. Ridiculous xD

i wont wear man leggings but i do think stockings can be cute XD a pair of shorts with some bright stockings are awesome XD but im strange ((yeah not going to look up meggings LOL i will just picture man in slutty leggings and thats it..))

hey guys!!!
im in estonia i desperately needed to take a break from working so i just forced myself to take some time (a week) off. i shouldnt have but i was beginning to burn out so had to.
it is incredible to be back, i love it <3 its amazing to take a break from life!

how have u all beeen???

I have been good. With life ups and downs. Feeling strange and normal at the same time.

mimi wrote:hey guys!!!
im in estonia i desperately needed to take a break from working so i just forced myself to take some time (a week) off. i shouldnt have but i was beginning to burn out so had to.
it is incredible to be back, i love it <3 its amazing to take a break from life!

how have u all beeen???

HI MIMI its good you noticed yourself burning out and took time to give yourself a break ((most people dont notice it till they break...like me XD))
i would love to see pictures from estonia ((its rather hard to look up nature pictures when google is being evil to me))
hope you enjoy your time ^_^
i have been alright i guess i have been taking my alergy shots and living in a hell from them XD but beyond that im fine ^+^
btw loves i need your help could someone help me by telling me what kerli says about each of her songs on utopia ((about what each ones means and such)) im writing a review of utopia and really would like to use that info

Hey!.Enjoy your vaction and your time off.

I'M tired and my feet still hurt from last night.From all the walking around i did.

jayson526 wrote:

mimi wrote:hey guys!!!
im in estonia i desperately needed to take a break from working so i just forced myself to take some time (a week) off. i shouldnt have but i was beginning to burn out so had to.
it is incredible to be back, i love it <3 its amazing to take a break from life!

how have u all beeen???

HI MIMI its good you noticed yourself burning out and took time to give yourself a break ((most people dont notice it till they break...like me XD))
i would love to see pictures from estonia ((its rather hard to look up nature pictures when google is being evil to me))
hope you enjoy your time ^_^
i have been alright i guess i have been taking my alergy shots and living in a hell from them XD but beyond that im fine ^+^
btw loves i need your help could someone help me by telling me what kerli says about each of her songs on utopia ((about what each ones means and such)) im writing a review of utopia and really would like to use that info

Lucky ones is a very personal song. It was inspired from my best friend's disease and when he came out alive we all felt like we had just witnessed a miracle and we got a second chance and our whole group of friends, we just felt so grateful of our lives. Lucky ones is capturing that vibe of being happy that you had actually all these people to go through the hardest time of your life and just a celebration of life.

Sugar is just a really fun sexy song. This one is just for having fun.

The story of Here And Now is pretty funny. I was in the studio with Seventy-Eight, they pretty much produce all my stuff.
I like to go in the songbooth. And I just like the producer to play the track. Jamming, whatever comes up naturally, no judgement, go with it.
I was about to jam to this track. One of the producer, Svante, stopped me and said to the microphone:
Before you start, I want to say this one thing, I don't want to be anywhere, but here and now.
I was like this is brilliant. It kind of captures the hole vibe of Utopia where I want to channel the very uplifting emotions.

Chemical is kind of a very serious love song inspired by a friend who was madly in love with this girl. He said Kerli you have no idea, this love is more than Chemical. I went home, couldn't wait to get home. I couldn't wait to go to home and record it.
What is really cool about Chemical, it is entirely made in my bedroom. The message of this song is also that everybody who has a laptop and a microphone these days really can be an artist. I hope that hearing this out in the world also inspires you to make music.

The inspiration behind CCTK is the real kids in real world. 'Cause as an artist, I struggle with leaks. I always used to say, whatever, there is nothing I can really do about it. You CCTK. It was kind of stuck with me. I tried forever to write this song. But everything felt just really trite. But in the studio with Seventy-Eight it came out really naturally. I wanted the song to carry this rebellious punk rock vibe, but still be very electronic.

The story about LMOLM is really funny, because everybody is like oh, you feel so much, you feel so honest, when they hear this song. But actually the song is not written about my experience. I wrote it from my friend's perspective who was going through something pretty hard. Everyone, who has gone through a bad relationship, knows. My girlfriend was with this guy, who didn't want to commit to her, but also didn't want to let her go. Our hole group of friends was living that, so I channeled that emotion. With LMOLM it was one of these moments, songwriters show up every day and they work, but the muse or the inspiration doesn't show up every day, that's why you have to show up a lot to kind of be there when it does show up. When I was in the studio and heard the first chords of these piano loop I instantly told my boys Seventy-Eight to just loop it and the whole song just came, so that was one of these moments that I live for.

Yeah, I'm totally in love with my life and its amazing to see how hard work pays off but i noticed that i wasnt sleeping that much nor that well anymore and because i had super long days, i was so cranky by the end of it and i dont want to be a person like that!
i know that when i get back ill have to get back to working really hard but i am going to thoroughly enjoy my time here.

and ill try to take some pics for u!

That's good i'm glad to here that.

Went to the recycling center today. I found a pair of jeans and a couple of tops, two red velvet pillowcases, some tablecloths and buttons. And a pair of really cute shoes! 3€ in total. I haven't tested the clothes yet, I hope they'll fit... The shoes are great, I intend to modify them a bit.

That's cool. I finally got a pair of flats from the second hand store yesterday. Size 10 would hurt my feet. Size 11 fits better.Nothing worse then having shoes that are tooo small. Hope the clothes fit.

The clothes fit! \o/ The jeans are perfect, I don't even need to make them shorter ^^ The tops I have to make a bit smaller/shorten the strap.
My shoe size is 36 (European), so I guess it's 6 in American/Canadian sizes? I'm not sure.

That's good. I forgot you guy's have different shoes sizes. Ya that could be size 6/7in our sizes.

Forace wrote:The clothes fit! \o/ The jeans are perfect, I don't even need to make them shorter ^^ The tops I have to make a bit smaller/shorten the strap.
My shoe size is 36 (European), so I guess it's 6 in American/Canadian sizes? I'm not sure.

i was about to say
DAMN thats huge LOL then i remember different sizes lol
and thanks i sent it in so i hope it gets added soon YAY

jayson526 wrote:

Forace wrote:The clothes fit! \o/ The jeans are perfect, I don't even need to make them shorter ^^ The tops I have to make a bit smaller/shorten the strap.
My shoe size is 36 (European), so I guess it's 6 in American/Canadian sizes? I'm not sure.

i was about to say
DAMN thats huge LOL then i remember different sizes lol

Haha :D Yeah, size 36 is like the second smallest shoe size you see in stores. I guess there might be 34 as well, but I've never seen those xD Sometimes 35 and 37 fit me as well, it depends on the manufacturer.
Hmm, maybe 34 is in the children's department...?


I just had my first workout with my new kettlebell <3 And I feel like a noob for not being able to do as many reps as before xD I have to remember there's more weight involved. But I did pretty good!

Forace wrote:

jayson526 wrote:

Forace wrote:The clothes fit! \o/ The jeans are perfect, I don't even need to make them shorter ^^ The tops I have to make a bit smaller/shorten the strap.
My shoe size is 36 (European), so I guess it's 6 in American/Canadian sizes? I'm not sure.

i was about to say
DAMN thats huge LOL then i remember different sizes lol

Haha Yeah, size 36 is like the second smallest shoe size you see in stores. I guess there might be 34 as well, but I've never seen those xD Sometimes 35 and 37 fit me as well, it depends on the manufacturer.
Hmm, maybe 34 is in the children's department...?


I just had my first workout with my new kettlebell <3 And I feel like a noob for not being able to do as many reps as before xD I have to remember there's more weight involved. But I did pretty good!

wow you must have like baby feet or something ((omg can you wear the shoes that have lights or wheels LUCKY they dont fit me))

jayson526 wrote:wow you must have like baby feet or something ((omg can you wear the shoes that have lights or wheels LUCKY they dont fit me))

Yeah, they are really small xD And no, I can't. Because they're not my style xD I'm sure they'd fit if I were interested in wearing them.

Wow, only had one drink and I feel tipsy. Cranberry vodka. At least my throat doesn't hurt anymore xD

//The effects were temporary! No more tipsy and throat hurts again D:

http://nerdgasmicanddorktastic.weebly.com/music.html
looky i did a review ^_^

Wishing everyone a happy easter weekend!!!

I feel so awkward.. My shoe size (European) is 44.. heh

Street Halo wrote:I feel so awkward.. My shoe size (European) is 44.. heh

Wow, that's... you must be really tall :D I'm only 154cm (5'1"), so my shoe size is OK compared to that.


JP was out drinking last night. He brought me a "flower". A blue cocktail stick in the shape of a palm tree xD

uggghhh sitting at my sisters flat with my 2 small cases packed, waiting to walk to the airport. depressing.

im so not looking forward to the next 2 days because im doing this show and the director is pissing me off beyond belief. shes a very nice woman but she just has no common sense when it comes to making demands on people. definitely never working with her again and gosh i hope i find the strenght to do this show and not completely snap. the business, eh.

Hope next week goes well for you

I had a dream that this thread mysteriously vanished and we had no idea why.

Gahhhh I just got back from my spring break and I'm already stressed beyond belief! I feel so behind in school already and on top of that, I have to schedule dentist appointments to get my wisdom teeth out (which I reeeaaally don't have the money for) and I just cannot wait until summer break. This next month is going to kill me. >_<

Wow, I've been exceptionally prolific for the past few days. Modeling, doing laundry, washing dishes, vacuuming, cooking, baking bread, and today I went grocery shopping alone (JP has now broken his OTHER leg as well, so he couldn't come with me >_<). I intend to work out today as well. And maybe bake another bread.

The weather was nice, though it was a bit cold. The computer said it's -3'C outside when I left, but in reality it was -9'C... It was OK, didn't feel that cold, even though I was only wearing my cotton jacket. Warmer gloves would've been nice :V

It's pretty cold for spring

NOT MUCH GOING ON HERE, EH? xD

That's OK, I'm not doing anything special either. Modeling a skull. Chatting with people. Drinking coffee. Eating chocolate.
Maybe I should work out today... Well, I'll go now!