What are you thinking?

it is like losing family. but at least I got nice presents this christmas. at home it sucked because none of us were in the mood to be christmassy but when I went to my dad and saw the dinnertable I was like "christmas has been restored for Bob"

Oh @NocturnDrops..
I send you love and that u'll have a great start into the new year!
I am sure ur dog is watching u from above and tells u to go on ..
I know that dogs just belong to the family just as everyone else,so..
I am sorry and send u all the posititivity i have <3

NocturnDrop I know how it's like to lose a pet you love so dearly. My rabbit passed away in June, even though we'd only had him for about 2 years, we still loved him no matter what and he would always brighten up our mood. It's really tough. I hope you'll feel better soon, and that it was the best for him. Your dog miss you just as much as you miss him. Sending you tons of love and positive energy ^_^

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My new moisturizer is like magic.. I swear to God, my face has never felt as soft as now.. hahaha

i know how it feels too..

I still miss all the pets we've had. Especially my guinea pig Nöpö, and our Doberman Caro... I remember I carried her around when I was about 13-14. Yes, I carried a 40-50kg dog when I was little xD


Yesterday me, JP, my sister, my dad and his wife went to see the Hobbit in 3D and in 48 FPS. It looked pretty cool! But since I already wear glasses, I had to hold the 3D-glasses with my hand all the time; they wouldn't fit comfortably at all. The movie was great, it didn't feel too long and it didn't drag on, I was afraid it would be like that. So I was pleasantly surprised :)

After the movie we went to a Chinese restaurant, and we got the best table there ^^

And when we got back home, the mailman had brought my Carach Angren shirt! I was afraid it wouldn't arrive because of the f*ck up I had with the address xD

<3

i miss my dog at times

I'm pretty scared right now... Last night at 8 a man had died... He had jumped off the roof of a 6-story building. I'm afraid it might be J... The age,the location and the timing matches. I'm just waiting for him to come online on Skype...
But at the same time it can't be him, he has no reason to kill himself...

oh dear.

In my home town there has been two suicides lately.
One man who lived with his wife, cat and dog shot himself, first he shot his cat, then the dog and at last himself. It has been told that the body was completely gone from the chest and up...
And then there is the last one, a man hung himself in the stairs to his apartment and it was this old poor lady who found him.
The town I live in and the ''neigbour'' village is kind of famous for suicides. Mostly men tough.

Forace wrote:I'm pretty scared right now... Last night at 8 a man had died... He had jumped off the roof of a 6-story building. I'm afraid it might be J... The age,the location and the timing matches. I'm just waiting for him to come online on Skype...
But at the same time it can't be him, he has no reason to kill himself...

*hugs*

NocturnDrops wrote:my christmas was alright. heard today that my dog was put to sleep. I thought it was weird that he didn;t come to greet me the moment I walked into my dad's apartment today..
He'll be missed dearly..

I'm sorry dear.
My cat was run over by a car this fall, I can relate to you <3

ohmygod, Silja, have you found out if it's J or not??? I hope not!!

i love being at home but it is sooo strenuous. honestly, my mum and her partner are being SO grumpy and mean that its making being home extremely uncomfortable :/ i think they're sick of us being here as they're used to living just the 2 of them but come on.. im leaving in 3 days and not going to come back til September probably.. make a fucking effort not to have your panties in a constant twist!

No, I still don't know who it was :/ J hasn't been online all day, either... Heh, I actually hope he's with some new girl or something, just not dead. Not knowing where he is is really nerve wrecking, even though it's not my business... No one has the name of the dead person, so there's still hope. We'll see for sure tomorrow, he's supposed to come here for New Year's...

//Also, there are no sad messages on his FB wall, people nowadays write there after a person dies :)

Oh goodness I hope it isn't him!

@NocturnDrops sorry to hear about your dog, sending love your way.

I hope everyone has a nice new year

Silja: Maybe you should try to call him or something?
I really hope it isn't him. This is terrible...

I have thought about that, Beffy, but I wouldn't dare... I mean, I can't. I don't want to make JP angry or worry that I still have feelings for J. I can't suggest him to call J for the same reason. And what if he is with someone? Having previous crush calling him, or even sending messages... I don't want to intrude/interrupt anything... I thought about sending him a message on FB, but if he's not home, he can't answer and it would do no good anyways... This is difficult :D I'm going to have to wait, no matter how horrible I feel.
//Also (heh), J's the kind of person who seldom answers his phone. He likes to be left alone sometimes. I really hope it's one of those times...

Silja, I hope thats he ok... sending hope and love to you <3

Maybe you could ask some (close) friends of him then? If not, I really hope nothing bad has happened... Sending tons of hope ^.^

I'M SO RELIEVED and happy, he's online now ;_; What a great time to go AWOL, bastard, I've never been this scared... I still don't know who died, it still could be someone we know, but at least it's not J... so happy... I get to see him tomorrow <3
Thank you all for the well-wishes, I appreciate it greatly <3 If it had been him, I would've needed tons of support...

Forace wrote:I'M SO RELIEVED and happy, he's online now ;_; What a great time to go AWOL, bastard, I've never been this scared... I still don't know who died, it still could be someone we know, but at least it's not J... so happy... I get to see him tomorrow <3
Thank you all for the well-wishes, I appreciate it greatly <3 If it had been him, I would've needed tons of support...

So glad to hear that it wasn't him, still it's a shame what happened to the other guy

It's new years Eve and here I am lying super sick in My bed with massive headace and fever.
But i feel thankful because I'm not sick all the time, like some very poor people

Hope you feel better!!!

wow. whole new year starting tomorrow.
i went to a brilliant shop today and spent ages there, i felt so lucky to have visited! i bought a frankenweenie poster and a 70's movie book, it's brilliant. i'm so pleased
happy new year everyone <3

Happy new year everyone! 2012 was a crappy year, let's hope for an awesome new year with new possibilities, more hope, more love and of course Kerli's new album (: New years "started" in Norway for about 37 minutes ago, and there were crazy fireworks and everything. A bit unusual for my city.. In Norway we don't have those big firework thingies, like they have in Tokyo and cities like that. But it's always fun ^_^

happy new year to you

Happy New Year beautiful moonchildren Much love! ILU

HAPPY NEW YEAR
may this year be the year of the moonchild
I.L.U will the this years motto

Happy New Year my moon brothers and sister =^.^=

Happy new year!

thank you for the supportive words and that you can relate to me, I feel better about it now and I'm helping my dad and stepmom look around for a new dog because that household just isn't complete without a dog. we'll never forget our Beethoven <3 but we just cant do without a dog.

and Silja I'm so happy for you that it wasn't him. I can imagine how scary it can be when someone you care about might be dead because the news describes him in a certain way.

Happy new year moonchildren!

FFFFFFFfffff... >_>
What a new year... We were all at our place, drinking and having fun, then some went to a bar and we were supposed to follow... I go change my shirt and when I get back in the kitchen, J and JP are looking at each other all serious and stuff... I don't remember what they were talking about, but J suddenly punches JP in the face! Of course, he punches back. And I guess J punched him second time, and then started saying "sorry, sorry, hit me again" and such... I tried to keep them apart. Then at some point JP puts J on the floor and punches him in the face 3 or 4 times... There's blood on the floor, the both start crying, and after some time J manages to leave... He looked SO desperate, I've never seen anyone so... It was pure desperation, I don't know how else to describe it. JP followed him outside, I stayed to clean up the floor. JP came back inside, J apparently went to his place. I hope, at least.

We joined our friends at the bar, and after that I came back home with one friend, and we talked for hours. He's such a good friend, always supportive in his quirky way <3 JP went to another bar, he was so angry.
He was so angry he was talking about leaving me again. We're fine now, though. It's always the alcohol talking :)

But WTF man. Why did this happen? There was no reason... Alcohol, heh. Makes people funny.

I sent a message to J asking how's he feeling, no answer yet. I hope I don't insult him by asking that :/ He was again talking how he wants me, and I guess he said he loves me. Even tried to kiss, but I rejected, of course.

Forace wrote:FFFFFFFfffff... >_>
What a new year... We were all at our place, drinking and having fun, then some went to a bar and we were supposed to follow... I go change my shirt and when I get back in the kitchen, J and JP are looking at each other all serious and stuff... I don't remember what they were talking about, but J suddenly punches JP in the face! Of course, he punches back. And I guess J punched him second time, and then started saying "sorry, sorry, hit me again" and such... I tried to keep them apart. Then at some point JP puts J on the floor and punches him in the face 3 or 4 times... There's blood on the floor, the both start crying, and after some time J manages to leave... He looked SO desperate, I've never seen anyone so... It was pure desperation, I don't know how else to describe it. JP followed him outside, I stayed to clean up the floor. JP came back inside, J apparently went to his place. I hope, at least.

We joined our friends at the bar, and after that I came back home with one friend, and we talked for hours. He's such a good friend, always supportive in his quirky way <3 JP went to another bar, he was so angry.
He was so angry he was talking about leaving me again. We're fine now, though. It's always the alcohol talking

But WTF man. Why did this happen? There was no reason... Alcohol, heh. Makes people funny.

I sent a message to J asking how's he feeling, no answer yet. I hope I don't insult him by asking that :/ He was again talking how he wants me, and I guess he said he loves me. Even tried to kiss, but I rejected, of course.

Oh gosh thats terrible! I am guessing after what happened, the alcohol brought up hidden feelings that had built up over the time and they just needed to let it out.

LadyMimic, yeah, I feel this was inevitable :/ I also feel there's more to it than just me and jealousy. There has to be, I can't believe I'd be worth a fight. I hope they can talk this through; even I'm not angry at either of them, since it was all because of alcohol. J drank too much too fast.

Krissy, thank you, I wish the same to you ^_^

I'm starting to feel better myself (no hangover, just a general feeling of ughhh)

YW and thank you.

Heh, J just woke up and came online. He's feeling OK, but has no memory of what happened. I thought so ^^ JP just chatted with him, and both are sorry and confused :D I think it'll be fine...

Gosh i think i like windows 7 better then XP.This compture is louad and nosiey...IE keeps freezing.Be happy when 2 comptures finally be fixed.Ready to threw them out the damn wondow

Silja, I'm so sorry... send love

My New Year Eve, was weird... at the first I did a little session, who has me in friends on Facebook know next my dad was drunk..not nice... and I wrote a moment on chat with Kellee Maize..

I want to please you about "LIKE" my page.... https://www.facebook.com/pages/Forbidden/230210560408626 feel so ashamed :/

happy new year everybody.. i hope light and love will be the main theme in our lives from now on.. i love you all so much.. in a few days my semester exams are starting so i will be off for about a months...


love you
xxx

Good luck with your exams, mile.

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Happy new year to all the Moonchildren
I hope we will have a great year

nothing but a fresh batch of drama to start the new year >.> reaally though I'm sorry that all that happened Silja, newyears is supposed to be celebrated not punch eachothers faces in. I don't concider alcohol an excuse, ever.

slept till 2. I needed all this sleep soooo bad. but now I feel groggy anyway. lol

NocturnDrops wrote:nothing but a fresh batch of drama to start the new year >.> reaally though I'm sorry that all that happened Silja, newyears is supposed to be celebrated not punch eachothers faces in. I don't concider alcohol an excuse, ever.

I think it cleared the air a bit ^^ I just hope they both can see how silly this all was, and can be friends still. I'm tired of this shit, so it makes me laugh. Heh, today I took J's stuff he left here to him, and saw his black eye... Maybe I shouldn't have giggled at him, but really... So funny :D
He was rather silent, I guess he's ashamed of what happened. And so he should be, the dork.
I don't consider alcohol an excuse, either. It just makes people's feelings come to surface a lot easier. J and JP would never start a fistfight when sober :D And, J would never try to hit on me when sober. At least, not as heavily. He hardly has the balls to talk to me xD

Barely slept at night, hopefully I'll sleep better tonight 'cause I have school tomorrow.. ugh.

Just made some Ukrainian bean-thingy. It was really difficult because I had people around me, forget to buy some ingredients and I'm generally a really bad cook. One of my resolutions is to become a better cook, I'll try to make something new every week or something that I really love.. Won't happen though, but I'll try..

i have a cold.so i don't really feel very well today/

im back in london now.. feel so alone and tired right now

and i need to feng shui my room, it feels totally wrong!

Mimi, be strong!! I'm so sorry that I can;t be there and give you have hug!!! Sending you many love!! If you need, always you can write to me

Awww I died, this is from Kerli's facebook..some post by fan:

It's nice to show us beautiful scenery of your vacations ,but we demand more ,we would like to see some of your daily activities ,..like you walking around in your tiny bikini on the seashore ,take a sunbath topless ( you know afterall controversy is always good for viewers rating and internet traffics and besides I want a sexy pic of you to hang in my room ,since your my favorite diva ) ,exotic things you ate ,sexy dresses you wear , and so forth

Natt wrote:
Awww I died, this is from Kerli's facebook..some post by fan:

It's nice to show us beautiful scenery of your vacations ,but we demand more ,we would like to see some of your daily activities ,..like you walking around in your tiny bikini on the seashore ,take a sunbath topless ( you know afterall controversy is always good for viewers rating and internet traffics and besides I want a sexy pic of you to hang in my room ,since your my favorite diva ) ,exotic things you ate ,sexy dresses you wear , and so forth

Ehh.... What the hell?