Natt sends you love<3

Today job isn’t hard, like always I had newspapers and only was something new supplement CD(program to count Income Tax). Here we must give ours Income Tax to 30th April. I’ll give my money which government took me because in 2010 I earned amount of non-tax. It’s sound so sweet.

School, I work on project. I’m so scared. 2th April I will be have presentation. My topic is “Regional tourism. Pilgrimage tourism”. I think that this is so easy. I have so much stuffs. At the first I’ll say about definitions, similarities and differences. Second step will describe place where is this tourism for every religion. I have so many places.

You know that I changed course because I had problems with professor. And “my friends” for this course don’t replay on my messages etc They don’t want know me. It very hurt me.

In the new course is with me 12 persons. But on lessons is only 0-3 persons. Really. This is so hard. In my city live 755 546 persons but I don’t have any friends… this is so funny for you, I think….

My hair are so sick.. I hate it… My fringe is to the nose and my hair is so split…so horrible…but this is life, only.

Recently I wanted go to second hand clothes shop but I felt fear because now clothes are expensive, I read article, maybe I should try if this is true… in my favorite shop 1kilo(0,5lbs) clothes cost 2,98€, 4,22$ but I read that now clothes cost 28,14$,19,88€. This is so much.

I know that for people this is so pathetic that I wear clothes which had other persons earlier but I think that this is better than this clothes was destroyed. Of course, often these clothes look very bad, they have hole etc, well so hard is search good clothes e.g. my clothes on my avatar are from second-hand shop and I like these clothes.

In this week I saw on polish web site (version eBay) album “Love is Dead”, a normal edition, and it is was so cheap but this is for me too many… I have only polish edition like wrote people “poor edition”.



Her new album will be at soon but I feel so awful that probably her album will be so expensive for me…. Even always when people can buy her music from iTunes I feel so sick… In Poland we can’t buy on iTunes and Amazon. Even other shops treat my country like other than Europe and we must pay more than countries in Europe. The same we can fly to US because we must have visa, so sadness.

And in this week I work on gift for Kerli and I made something with I-LOO and other stuffs. So long time I saved my money that send it to US…I remember that on section Overall was topic and was address when people can sending…but now is delete and I don’t know nothing… at soon I put on TOL scan my stuffs…

I’m so sick because when someone follow me on Twitter always I think that this is Kerli, but I’m stupid and this is other person….

I ask her all time, first time was 9th March…. I’m pathetic but I must be patience

SECOND HAND CLOTHES ROCK!!!!

Yes they do. You can find any style you want from any time or place. Not just limited to what's "in". Screw what's in...lol

But in Poland there where I bought clothes aren't very nice... it clothes from US and are on style 90.
Only money are for me limit
And I don't have other style than people because my grandmother hates my clothes... I should look how other people...
Even on X-Factor was amazing man but he has jewerly it women in jury said that he couldn't have jewerly why??? because man can't wear jewerly

if you want movies with him?

I buy stuff from second hand stores...Sometimes some clothes are not nice looking.But you can find really nice stuff at times..Each year at this second hand store by my house they have a stuff people did't buy marked to a doller.So i got tops for a buck,

I looked in every music store here and they don't sell love is dead here..Which sucks cause i really wanna it. And to order it online you need a credit card.( I don't have one).It be nice if the new album would be in canada.

You can buy it on ebay using paypal (which you can use a debit card instead of credit)

MissTJ I don't have money from ebay, really,.....and i don't have card and i will not want to have it....

mybe 4 b-day u can get it.

not, this is too expensive for me,,,,,


today isn't nice weather here

aw..it's kind of chilly here

it's really complicated to get a credit card here as well. they need all kind of proofs and incomes and blabla.

yeah, i don't want credit card... never in my life i'll not a credit because i don't want to have more problems

bingo..same in my family..they can be trouble.


i don't even wanna use my bank card to order stuff online..don't feel safe.

what is the "bingo"?

it's like "you hit the right place", you got it right etc

oh sorry..was just agreeing with u..about how they r trouble.

Liisu, thank you

Krissy, don;t say sorry, only my mind is tired

one why or another i'll get that cd..lol

KerliPoland wrote:yeah, i don't want credit card... never in my life i'll not a credit because i don't want to have more problems

Very wise... I don't want a credit card either, because then I might be tempted to use money when I don't have it and end up having huge debts or something :D The debit card (Visa Electron) I have now is just fine... I even have a limit how much cash I can get from an automat (I don't know what it is in English!) in one day. I can get 500€ and no more, though I rarely have that much money on my account :/

I don't have one for the same reasons. I am terrible for impulse buying and I know I'd see things in the mall when I'm broke and be like...ok I HAVE to buy this. Lol. It would be so run up

credit card are weird...

at my house now isn't good,,,
damn

MissTJ wrote:I don't have one for the same reasons. I am terrible for impulse buying and I know I'd see things in the mall when I'm broke and be like...ok I HAVE to buy this. Lol. It would be so run up

I feel id do the same lol

Saturday.. it will be hard day for me...
I will lead a lesson.. now I have so much stuffs...
Now I must make one project
Tourism...
Fear

I read your blog and just wanted to say that you're actually a very strong person, you fight through life and you survive and outcome all bad situations.
I wish you strength and more luck to come. Never give up on life.

Good luck, be strong, know that you can do it! <3

Awwww Kerttu, yeah my life is so sick. Thank you very much for your words but I'm weak person. I will be fight all time. Thank you <3

MissTJ thank you <3

ur stronger then u think

i hate my stupid life

again i fall

Don't let that something so little, kill yourself..!!
Stand up, and see all th beautiful thing that exist out side..!!
I know that you can..!! <3

Rogers, but for my emotions and psyche in this moment this is too much
I will be try, thank you that you believe in me <3
Only inside me is a little girl, rebel person...............
<3
I love u <3

don't give up.........

i feel so wrong... please, hug me............... but I'm alone

*Hugs*

thank you


I have only crying.................................................................

I feel like a little girl. Please, hug me. Give me your love. I need your hope. I want to life, only life. I need to happiness

I send you hugs. And Liisu sends her regards and best wishes to you with tons of hugs.

Honey, thank you and Liisu very much <3

*Hugs*, AGAIN xo

Tara, thank you <3
If I can say your name????


Today, so much hurt me my stupid heart,,,,
Maybe it time for die........
Maybe not....
But I want to life so much
For you
For my an awesome family
When I talking with people here I understand what mean life.
Here doesn't has abuse.. is only love
Love is in your hearts
Thank you that you are with me
that support me
help me so much

I LOVE U

Of course you can use my name. Actually I'd prefer it.
We love you too...just keep writing whenever you feel shitty.

Tara, thank you <3
Really, u all so much important for me

now my heart hurts me again

Mine too...but we've gotta be tough. Tell that heartache to fuck off

I know how you feel natt...Sometimes my heart hurts too

reason pain is it that I'm tired and when I had 83.78 lbs was worse now is 86.42. this is like narcotic

Sometimes in my head is darkness…. Not… darkness is all time…maybe is a few seconds when I smile but for me be happy is so weird….I’m nobody…I don’t know if I deserve for it.
School…my f*cking project- I did it all time- effect my professor is in Slovakia and she wasn’t at school….but I have so many errors- said to me other professor…. In next Saturday I must to go for one place and there I will have info= second project…tomorrow job…

I feel so horrible… today I thought about vomit… an awesome…..
my dad again………

In forest I felt so free

I'm sorry,to here that...

Just try again..Do your best.Good luck

Krissy, thank you very much for your support,

now i trying yogurt 95 kcal.......

No problem.has long has you do your best and try that's what matters.If you need some help ask.

that's good.

thanks <3


now time to sleep....

bye bye my an awesome family <3