Natt sends you love<3

like i've said..always share ur feelings.you will alway's feel better aftherwoods.

thank you very much that you are <3

stay strong..and don't let them bring you down.cuz you are a wounderful person.

I'm not wonderful person... only stupid and the worse in all world... life is so sick

Girl,Don't say that...Please don't say that about urself...Yes you are a very wounderful person..Don't let people tell u other-wise.

I'm sorry but I'm pessimistic person

Kerli said yesterday in her chat that....she used to hate herself as well and thought nobody loves her...then she cut herself and her friend found her and...saved her. It was when she was about 16. She was bullied as well...in an awful way at school.
So she said that each and every one of us is beautiful, that we should love ourselves and believe in ourselves....
Nobody can't judge you, babe, only you yourself.. but YOU must love yourself not judge.
I care about you. don't say bad things about yourself, girl. <3

i agree with Liisu.she's right..............

Liisu, I remember it what Kerli said, it was so horrible...it was so terrible that her life was so cruel.. she deserves only on love.

Liisu, but all my life people judge me... in school, home... I heard that I'm worse than my sister, I'm bitch... in school that I'm stupid etc...violence in school.. violence in my all life...

I don't know if I can love myself.. my lose weight changed something in my mind

Liisu, thank you very much :*

Krissy thanks :*

you know,i used to be made fun of in school too.........I HATED middle school very much....people were not very nice to me.....I was so happy to be geting out of middle school..............I mean i guess that stuff alway's stay's with you.

but if u listien to it sooner or latter u start to belive it

some people are just evil and mean........Don't let them up-set you.

I believe it's very hard...I can't even imagine that...we had a bullied girl in our class and two guys who always teased that girl, because she was very poor and didn't have so good clothes and such stupid stuff. but it ended real quick because I told about that to our teacher and I got really angry at those guys and I defended that girl in our class..some others did that too, but some looked at me that I'm so weird to defense that girl, that I should not do that...sick.....so they finally stopped and I was so happy about it.
it really took time to make this girl confident again. but she is happy now after she finished school.

honey, just try to be strong, ok? I wish I could be there for you and tell those people who judge you everything I need to say...

are you at uni or...how many more years do you have to go to school?

there are so many who bully...they don't even realize they\re doing sth wrong. I hate it.

I hate it too..They don't understand how it hurts people.

Krissy, I'm so sorry for it what happened you in school.

Liisu, I think that this girl will be remember about you all her life. It was very good what you did. People in school was horrible from me, even I have a very small scar under the eye..school was so awful.. all people in my class knew about it, but we in secondary school in every week conversation with police or psychologist or psyciatrist.. my class did very bad things

I'm not at uni... I'm at high technical school... I was 3 semesters on administration and in 06.2011 will be exam..but I gave up because profesor treated me awful... when I said about it one person said me that I shouldn't something do with it, because it wasn't normal.
Now February/ March I'll start tourism

tourism is very interesting, I'm glad you're starting to study it!

people can be so MEAN and RUDE sometimes, it so aweful. but if there is a LAME and SICK grown up who is doing it, he probably is a pedophile, raper or something like that in his real life as well.
normal people don't treat others like shit.
I'm happy that you fight, Nat! <3

Liisu this is again high technical school... I want go to veterinary and I knew that I will be in it- in veterinary was only people which are in bad situation... but I couldn't- I have job

Thank you, honey....


Now I start in competition. I must write story- 10 pages.
In jury will be eg owner portals and One of the most eminent experts on contemporary Polish literature.

good luck, I keep my fingers crossed for you (win it!)

thanks, Liisu <3

Good luck with your new class..........& that's good that you stand up for ur self.

thank you very much <3

KerliPoland wrote:thank you very much <3

your very welcome girl.Stay strong.

Good luck in your story competition, Natt!

Also, sorry if this is a random thought. But I just wanted to tell you I think it's really great that you want to help animals (you said you wanted to be a vet and in 'What are you thinking?' about volunteering at an animal shelter. And you wrote about the abused ones ) I had this therapist once who told me that people who love and value animals are people who value unconditional love. So that you want to help them shows that you have a kind and beautiful soul.

Be strong and keep fighting <3

out of the hollow thank you very much
Don't say sorry, please. Thank you very much for your words :*
Ok, I will be fight all time.

this is so sick... I feel too unwanted... I want so much that one person hug me now.. so much... I feel cold in my heart.... where I am?

Nat, don't you have siblings? relatives? anyone who'd care about you?

Liisu, I have one sister (older 10 years) and she has owner life, owner place where she life and child.
Relatives- I have family but when we had problems they forget about us..my close family is in US...even I was invited year ago.. but when my cousins was in summer in Poland, they wasn't wanted contact with me...
I'm alone...

oh...maybe you should contact them yourself. call someone to US. it would be cool.
does your sister know what's going on at home? does she support you in any way?

Liisu, this is so expensive....
my sister know about my home all....
but eg my problems it my problems

[/b]Hope one day you can see ur family.[b]

thank you

Today in my head is this song


this music video was very popular but is censored
in this clip is my city
censored is part with city guard

aww.So you can't see the video?

I can see this video and I love it <3

That's good natt

yes, I know

I feel so alone.. it kill me....
I think about present for Kerli and about it like people lied me about participation..

KerliPoland wrote:yes, I know

I feel so alone.. it kill me....
I think about present for Kerli and about it like people lied me about participation..

You can talk to me Well you already are on MSN, but you know i'm here for ya

*big hugs*

KJ thank you very much <3
Krissy, thanks...

yw..i have msn to..so if u like to chat sometime we can

thanks Krissy <3

KerliPoland wrote:thanks Krissy <3

no problem sweetie

This song is very important for me. When I'm sad and I hear it I cry like a little child, when I feel better it give me strenght

RBD- Save Me <3

1. English Version



2. Spanish Version - this is my favorite version, and my favorite concert



3. Portuguese Version

well glad the songs help you feeel better

yes, but my favorite is Spanish Version because lyrics are most beautiful.

This song was anthem Foundation, Salvame, to help teenagers in Mexico and Brazil. And also is it anthem people which fight with eating disorders.

I hate myself so much......

always alone

always I'm sad

always////

I don't know why life is so unfair

my dreams and goals are destroying all time...

awwwww.MYbe things will get better in time.

I feel that will not be better

you have to belive and be strong.

I don't know how I can believe

my mother tells me not to worry so much cuz that just makes you sick sometimes. I guess sometimes you just need to try and have some faith.I know that's really hard to belive it. but you just gotta take things a step at a time..........i guess.