Natt sends you love<3

I'm depressed because people from service didn't sent message to me

what's going on?

Krissy about it:

Now I create to my new site.
I built Polish forum and site Smile
Today I sent mail to one service. This service is for free. I sent application. If they will repley me (48hours) it will be agree to create my site in this service. I hope that they say "yes"

Give it a few more days ^__^ And if they still don't respond
maybe contact them again about it? Good luck! <33

javieljones wrote:Give it a few more days ^__^ And if they still don't respond
maybe contact them again about it? Good luck! <33

They have a rules. If I get an e-mail within 48 hours it is to agree to build a website. I don't have mail/

Id just give them some more time..

unfortunately you don't understand... now they say "not" because they didn't sent me mail.. rules service

that sucks

Maybe you can find another free service. What were you wanting them to do for you?

I hope u can get this all worked out.

Yes, now I do on other service but it is very poor service eg http://www.topgear.vgh.pl/news.php

Now I feel very bad. Sometimes I don't know whether life has any sense..maybe better is...but I love life..this is hard emotions in my mind

Just keep trying girl

don't feel bad.

this is hard for me, you know

I know that!.....But don't be so hard on you're self. Iam sure you can get ur site working.Just try to give it time.

Don't give up yet, hun ^__^

Oh wow!..Cheer up! Don't worry be happy!

Hi

I will be fight with my new web site but my Internet is very slowly and I can write much here

armyoflove2015 thank you very much. You are awesome person also I don;t know what I can say. I'm in shock when I read your post about me. I cry

aawww Kerli is on home page Bravo again <3

Well iam sure u can do you're web page!...Sometimes internet can be slow.so annoying

Krissy thank you :*

What happened ??? What I do? What I feel??

I don't write blog because my life is crazy, you know.
One I will be have time I'll write my retrospection about world and life.

My school??
18.12 I pass first exam. I have 5 The best note in Poland is 6, the worst 1. In Saturday I have next exam with 3 semester. This will be very hard. Now I read codes. I must pass whole exams because this is reason why I have job.

My job??
Is so cold... I give newspapers people at the morning.. is so cold.
Today when I worked was 11'C (12.2F) but on December was -21'C ( -5.8F)

How I feel you??
I feel empty in my mind and heart. I want to be a strong person...
this month will be very hard for me

awwwwwwwww.Good luck with your test's iam sure u will pass with flying colours.

I know how u feel....Feels the same in a way.

Krissy we must believe that one day will be better...only we must believe. It help, really

in question test thank you, honey :*

Yeah,That's true!!! all you can do is ur best/

People are amazing.
Life is hard but we must fight and will be good.

yes,Sometimes you have to fight for what you want and belive in..Well somethings are worth fighting for you know! you gotta stand up for urself.

im so happy that u've said that i can feel how you're getting better, natt! and i can only feel happy

you are much more positive than you were great success!

Good luck, Natt
Sending love!

Aww Natt i'm so happy to hear that <3 Honestly i was really worried of you but i'm glad to hear your starting to feel better
It always comes slow but somehow things just always sort out.

Krissy you can also!!! I know that all people can win life

mimi , Liisu and out of the hollow thank you very much... I feel that is a little better.. I don't know whether it you can see...but often are wrong moments when I think about death but I fight with it..and will be fight all time because I must win..here must be only one winner and this winner will be Natt !!!! I do believe in it!!!!

Ene you are awesome. I know that it will be a little steps. But I think that I did first step.

People here give me very big strenght, I feel that you belive in me and it very help. Thank you for all :*

That's good.iam very happy that you are feeling better now and thinking more postive too.That was a huge step for you.

You are right nat..we gotta fight the evil death things.I mean when we think it.

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awwww honey this us si cute thank you very much

HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY!!!! with cakes and rainbows and hearts and flowers!

awww thank you mimi

Happy Birthday Natt!!!

thanks

Happy birthday hunney!!!!!!

KerliPoland wrote:awwww honey this us si cute thank you very much

no problem have a nice day!!

Ene and Krissy thanks


How look my b-day?????
AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! This are my the best b-day in life!!!!!!!!
Yesterday I felt that it will be the worst day and is, really....

At the Morning I saw that I'm sick again- awesome....
All day I study...wonderful
Part mz family forget about my birthday....

And today I gave one and very special gift.....

this gift was visit bailiff in my house

mz dad is awesome, again did something.......

now this person will take our stuff

I am very depressed..............................

Awww.I"m very sorry That ur day wasn't has you planned it to be either.*hugs*

I've had my share of not so good b-day's.

this is normal, that when I'm happy something must be very bad

KerliPoland wrote:this is normal, that when I'm happy something must be very bad

That's true.We all have bad day's sometimes.

but whether this is fair that my dad do stupid things and if he does it is also later my blame.... he is alcoholic and is diferntly, quarrels in house, police, he stole my money from all life, even will be in this month visit social worker this isn't nice for me... I want to be a normal person

KerliPoland wrote:but whether this is fair that my dad do stupid things and if he does it is also later my blame.... he is alcoholic and is diferntly, quarrels in house, police, he stole my money from all life, even will be in this month visit social worker this isn't nice for me... I want to be a normal person

awwwwwww.*big hugs*..I"m so so very sorry your going threw all this.I understand now why you alway's feeling sad..I really do hope life will get better for you.Im sure things will soon..Just stay strong girl. if you need to talk girl iam here for you anytime.

if those social workers know what's going on, why don't they do anything to help you? have they tried anything?

Krissy thanks :* Your soul is very beautiful.

Liisu social worker will be again because we don't have a money and she will be decided whether we can have money from social fund...
I work, but doctor said to me that I shouldn;t

This is so... one day I wanted go to concert Anahi my dream- I bought ticket, but I couldn't go and I have lucky because concert was canceled.
Now in Poland will be premiere CD Dulce Marii 10$ but this is to much for me...
even I feel that I'm horrible fan of Kerli because now I know that her new album will be too expensive for me

Even I feel that I'm too stupid person and I shouldn't create KerliPoland. I love do it for Kerli but I'm too stupid.Always when I see new competition, mission I cry because I want take participate but I can't

I think that I'm bad owner KerliPoland

Ohh don't say this!! You aren't a bad fan...I mean for example you did sooo much to promote Kerli and so on. And you're the perfect owner for KerliPoland =)
You are a great person!!! I'm not good at his....especially in english.... but believe in you =)



Take care of yourself, please...

yes, really..don't say bad things about yourself. you've done so much and you give so much support. you're a good person, never talk bad things about yourself, promise?

I agree with Liisu.......Please never say things like that....You are a good person.I think you did very good trying too get kerli's video played.

I know what u mean about money....Iam gonna save my money to buy her cd.

Midnight, thank you very much but in this moment I feel only it....

Liisu I can't, what was today destroyed my mind

hmmm maybe tommorow will be better but today is.... i can't think

i'm sorry that I wrote about it, i know that it was stupid