Natt sends you love<3

I feel that this is error that I write so many about my life..but something in inside say to me that I should... now this create silence im my mind... and I go to stupid question. I know, I must life but sometimes I feel that my life destroy this world. You are stronge person!!!

i've told my online friend lots of stuff that was making me feel sad..i felt better afther i told her.

I understand you. I have only online friends

awww,,I have a few good friends..but some have moved tho..

oh I didn't saw this image. thank you - my Internet sometimes is stupid.
I want now writing about it:

Unfortunately, this is so egoistical but I want to be cuddled..
Never, I wasn't cuddled in my life...
Now I need it. Also when someone close me to be with me. Support me. Said that all will be fine. That I can be strong.
But I'm alone. this is so egoistical

awww..hope u find some one special

unfortunately I don't believe in it.

All what we do and what happens with us is connected with how we think. If you think all the time that no one won't like you or everything is going only wrong way then there can't be anything good. You have to think more positively because other people feel your emotions even if you won't say anything about it. So if you meet someone and you think only that they don't like you then you automaticly make a wall between you and other people. But if you think positively then you attract also other people to communicate with you. At least it is how I see things. I hope you will feel better soon

Siim wrote:All what we do and what happens with us is connected with how we think. If you think all the time that no one won't like you or everything is going only wrong way then there can't be anything good. You have to think more positively because other people feel your emotions even if you won't say anything about it. So if you meet someone and you think only that they don't like you then you automaticly make a wall between you and other people. But if you think positively then you attract also other people to communicate with you. At least it is how I see things. I hope you will feel better soon

that's true

I agree with Siim

you seem so sad all the time. I'AM So sorry to here you are having problems.That's very sad. I hope you work out all the problems and you become happy and enjoy life again. You have to have faith and be strong. You NEED to think MORE positive. Follow the dreams you have. Belive with in you.

If ya like to chat i will be here!

Siim I know but people all my life hurted me (school, house)and now hurt me..in my house..I'm afraid of people. This is terrible for me. And I don't believe in my good contact with people because in my mind is pain.

sweetnessangel2010 honey, thank you very much

wow!..am sorry that people hurt you...I got teased in school too...ya that doesn't go away the feeling stays with you..........But you gotta give people a chance cuz not everybody is "bad". If you stay behind a wall you might be missing out on some good stuff!!!

Welcome back! We are here for you if you need us! <3

hope you are ok

hope that you are doing good...

Whenever you say you're alone and that you have no friends at home, I wish I could jump on a plane and fly to Poland just so I can give you a biiiig hug!!

One day, you will escape the pain. I know you will. Because you have so much beauty to show the world. That beauty can't go to waste. It just can't.

I am also afraid of people, although I'm not sure if I'm afraid in the same way as you. I believe it can be called Anthropophobia or Sociophobia. The first is more fear of people and the second is the fear of social situations or social anxiety. I believe these apply to me.

But then somehow I get the feeling that these would disappear if I was ever in the presence of another MoonChild. Because then I wouldn't have the fear of doing something wrong which would define how people treat me for the rest of my life. Because MoonChildren heal with Love and don't hold grudges.

It is because of this that I really hope that one day you'll live around at least one other MoonChild. So that you don't just have this forum to turn to. I'm seriously considering going to Poland on exchange for a year in 2012 (just like my brother did), and if I do, I promise to come visit you so that you have a real shoulder to cry on.

MoonChildren have begun to need each other, because ILU is so based on a community where we are all there for each other. If you never find another MoonChild around you, don't be afraid to go somewhere else in the world where there will be a MoonChild to help you. In the meantime, you have us

Sorry if this is all useless information. I just don't really know how to say what I wanted to say!!

Kia Kaha, Natt!
I.L.U.
<3

^Agree with that.

I go on exchange too :3 Why not go to a country where my ancestors walked among from?

butterflycry2010 people all my life hurt me... even now in my house... in my life this is a normal. This is my life....only life

YetiMoonchild hi honey :* thank you very much...

sweetnessangel2010 and butterflycry2010 now isn't ok but better than yesterday and weekend.

Iridescent_Revival_<3 thank you very much for your a big hug I feel your a big hug
I understand you. I feel fear because people very hurts. Thank you for all, but I don't have be problem for you..
Thank you very much for your all words... your words are so beautiful I feel your love. Thank you very much.

Claudia thank you very much for your support

Later I'll write here post about me....What I feel, what happened etc...

THANK FOR LOVE AND SUPPORT

awww. okies

Well, I write....

Lately I was very scared because I thought that my batteries in laptop was destroyed but this was error. My batteries is crazy.

But now is end limit on my Internet and my Internet is very slowly.

At the weekend I created movie and was very hard.

At the first was error and I did again.
When I recorded my voice on mp3(dictaphone) I did it 2 days. It was audio to my video. But it doesn't work on Windows Media Marker.
And I did new video again.

When I created all new video when I published it was error. Windows Media Marker don't published and destroyed all project!!!!!!!

And I created new video again.

When I sent on YouTube almost all video turn off power on my housing estate and this was end...

Later I sent video....

This is my video: