MY SECRET POEMS

NOBODY

Deserted
Hated
Thrown out on the social margins
Nobody

Not having a purpose in life
Worthless
Lost

Treated like trash by the society

Use
Abuse
Destroy
Discard
Forget it

Searching for hope
Depriving for hope

21.10.2010


I know that here is many errors because my English is poor and this poem doesn't have sense propaby because this is translate my poem. Original version is in Polish...

nice!

wow... very cool... ♥

thanks :)this poem is about it what I felt and what I feel now

that is such a sad poem
but i think writing always makes you feel better..
its beautiful. and i hope one day you can make poetry with words like beauty happiness and love. not because you force but because you feel those words.

Natt, I'm so sorry you feel that way. I love the poem though, it's powerful, and I hope, like Mimi, that those feelings will change. Keep writing your emotions down though. It does help you to get rid of those negative feelings when they're taking over you.

I can't believe so little words can have such a impact.

This is so sad, and I encourage you to keep on writing. It helps ease the troubled moments. When ever I write when I am sad, I felt worthless at first but looking at the writing; I made something incredible and beautiful.

And you do to :]

mimi I know that sad, but I only feel that I'm horrible etc...
I don't believe that I can writing about beauty,happiness and love.

TheLastSongbird please don't say sorry...yes in the moment I feel silensce in my mind but lately often I have a blockade in my mind

Claudia thank you very much :*

WHO I AM??

Once again
I hurt myself
little girl
rebel girl
inside die

Millions of diet
counting calories
exhaustive exercise
next fall
eternal pain
lack of strength
bruised legs
hair fall out

Pro ana
mind control
manipulation
weight
mirror

loss of identity
loss of life

wow..thats so sad.

I know

you just gotta that you will come out of this!.

I don't know... I feel that this is the better for me.

what's better for you?

my lost weight... but I shouldn't say about it...because I don't create off topic

hmm...that's ok..we can chat in the other topic.

Thanks. Only I'm afraid that mimi will be angry at me

or you can talk in a PM if u like..I don't mind...i don't think she be angry with you.

thanks only something in my mind said to me that she is angry and all people also..

you know what..I always think people are mad with me BUT they never are..

don't worry be happy

This is my new stupid poem. I don't know whether this is a poem. I wrote it in 5minutes.

Your Illusion

I’m not your desire
I ‘m not trophy
I’m not dream
I'm not a shining star in the sky
I’m not queen
I'm not heart beating
I’m not angel
I'm not your breath

I'm just an illusion

That is beautiful, it's not stupid. And it is poetry, it has emotion.

It's lovely, Natt =] Not one word in that is stupid <3

thank you very much for your words :*

I think it's very nice! love it.

Thanks Krissy <3

KerliPoland wrote:Thanks Krissy <3

yw.keep up the awesome work,

Krissy I write only what I feel

KerliPoland wrote:Krissy I write only what I feel

that's good.that's what ur suppose to do.

.

That's very sad

in polish this sound more sadness

I know

your words are sad but they are powerful,
i like your poems i cant wait to read more

thank you very much, your word are important for me..

only I'm sorry that my English is bad

your english is just fine dont worry

only I write in Polish and when I translate my words propably have others means

i like your poetry though they are a bit melancholy...you have a different style in writing and its nice(fr lack of better wrds)

thank you very much :*

Nat i love you and i'm so frustrated with TOL right now like./. i know it's all for a reason that i can't post but it makes me want to cry and baby 2808 posts?? that's a record i'm sure. you are beautiful and there is hope <3 hang on tight cling to that light and you will forget all that sadness and fright

'only I write in Polish and when I translate my words propably have others means ' it's okay i understand perfectly. and everthing happens for a reason <3 never forget.

'in polish this sound more sadness' well it's a good thing i don't know polish! for surely you would have broken my little heart

awww Serenity
You know that I love you to much.... I thanking formspring that I met formspring that I met you there <3

maybe this is blame your Internet??
quantity post isn't valid

Honey, you are the best <3
I miss for you all time...

I'm sorry for my MySpace and Facebook but it doesn't work too good

natt. i love you. and i wish so badly to post on TOL.. but i guess it's not time

Serenity,I love you,so much. You know about it <3

Don't think about problems with Internet,please

I think that it aren't poems.. only I wrote it here on blog when was horrible...


Who is human?
Does life have meaning?
How looks love or happiness?
Does it exist?
When I close my eyes
Darkness hugs me
When I don’t hear
The light protects me
Life without secrets
It is certainly
Secrets, secrets, violence destroy this world


Trust is a treasure
Family is more than treasure
Sometimes I think how looks a normal family
Loving family
Love, happiness, trust, fun
But it is an illusion for me .


When I read the newspapers or I watch television I see a sea of violence
Why is the media only talk out loud
Why they not help?
Yes, a hot topic
Pathetic ...
You, Me, and they're treated like trash
How long people will remember about Japan?

It’s one reply ...
Only when the media will talk about it
Do you remember about Haiti?
Is Haiti is now in the media?
one answer: no
This is not a hot topic
audience is more important
media sell our lives

Life is priceless
This is not true
This is just a myth
Today
Only money
We have to change the world

and second poem

Sometimes in my head is emptiness
Emptiness isn’t my friend
Only you are my friend
You give me life
So much for me
Love always
When is darkness
When is lighteness
Around me is so loud
My tears want love
Screaming to me
“Give me love”
“Be my friend”
Don’t cry, please
This is only a moment
One moment in your life

I love you, hold on to the light <3 xxx

You are amazing