life and all its complications

with everything thats going on in my life, i feel more exhausted then ive ever been. im not here to complain about my life but i just feel lost. a couple of weeks ago my uncle died. ive never been one to handle death well, i mostly just hold everything in and try not to fall apart or i mostly just feel numb for a while. 2 days ago my best friend since 1st grade told me that she has a tumor on her heart and the doctors say she doesnt have long to live, the same day i found out that my grandmas condition is getting worse and she might have to be moved to hospice. last night everything just sort of hit me and i cried myself to sleep, thts the first time in a long time that ive cried. i just feel like everything is falling apart and i dont really know what to do. i just walk around sad and exhausted all the time.

iam sorry about your uncle

thank you, its been hard but it can only get better right

YW, yes time will heal.

My sympathy goes out to you, I too went through a number of loses recently, parents divorcing both my beloved dog I grew up with and rabbit died within 1 week and my grandpa have little time left of his life.

Grieving is a natural thing, let it all out. If you try to pull yourself together too early than it will only make you more miserable.

I'm slightly different to the way I handle things, I hated it when people pity me, telling me it will only get better when it did got even worse and hate waking up every morning with puffy eyes so I just suddenly stop griefing over the past and look straight on towards the future. In time you will find strength, it may hurt now but it will get better (as cliche enough)

Smile hun, listen to some good music (I suggest avoiding any songs that is about negative things because it will only make you upset.) get yourself into a hobby or something to distract your mind.

Just have faith things will get better

Hej hunny♥
Things may happen .. it may seem like a punishment to you and I feel sorry for everything happening around you--though I love that u don't get "too upset" about everything..I mean,i love ur optimism..
And you should keep on going with it..
Focus on the good sides of life! Then you might see how good things come to you..
I wish u all the best and you've got our supportxXx

moonchild_amarah wrote:Hej hunny♥
Things may happen .. it may seem like a punishment to you and I feel sorry for everything happening around you--though I love that u don't get "too upset" about everything..I mean,i love ur optimism..
And you should keep on going with it..
Focus on the good sides of life! Then you might see how good things come to you..
I wish u all the best and you've got our supportxXx

I agree♥♥♥

Keep yourself together. Time heals <3