Re: Walk A "mile" In My Shoes....

by mile86 Sun Oct 16, 2011 2:58 pm

i have a couple of friends who dont like coffee either..in fact one of them has only drunk once in his whole life!

by Krissy Sun Oct 16, 2011 3:04 pm

i've had coffee before but i can't stand thetaste of it.

by BrowniesBeffy Thu Oct 20, 2011 9:12 am

mile86 wrote:Facts about me:

*I'm obsessed with cleaning. I can't stand dirty floor, or dishes, or messed up beds etc.

.

Then you would go crazy if you saw my room. Razz

It's really messy Smile

It sometimes looks like someone let a bomb in my room Razz

But I would be very happy if you cleaned it for me Razz

jk

by mile86 Thu Oct 20, 2011 9:22 am

ahahhhahahah let me know and 'll get there asap! hahaahaa...let me get my tools!

by mile86 Thu Oct 20, 2011 2:22 pm

I'm gonna stay home till sunday, then I must go back to the town where I study. This sucks...I love it here.. There is good too, I have friends and my boyfriend, but here..is my whole life.. Anyway, tonight I'm really sad. Really really sad. My boyfriend called me and said that one of our friends is in a wheel chair. She's 20 and was totaly healthy. But now they suddenly found something on her back and she's unable to walk. I'm so sad, and it's so fucking unfair! I'm gonna pray for her. I don't really believe in God anymore, and she's an atheist for sure, but either way, I 'm gonna pray. Even if it's God, or a fairy, or the universe, someone must help her. Send your possitive thoughts guys, your love and your energy <3 let's make her get well soon <3

by Krissy Thu Oct 20, 2011 2:55 pm

I'm sorry about your friend

by bupple Thu Oct 20, 2011 5:08 pm

I'm really sry to hear this Sad

I send her all my love

by MaryCourage Fri Oct 21, 2011 4:11 pm

Hope she'll get better soon. Sending my thoughts.

by mile86 Fri Oct 21, 2011 11:02 pm

thank you guys, this means a lot to me. I love you all <3

by BrowniesBeffy Sat Oct 22, 2011 2:27 am

I'm so sorry for your friend. I hope she will get better really soon <3 Sending love and strenght to her <3.

by mile86 Sat Oct 29, 2011 10:12 am

So, things have been pretty crazy lately, too much homework for the uni, too much cold, too much housework.. But it's been pretty awesome too. Yesterday was national holiday, so we went out for lunch with our friends. We were about 10 people, and we had a blast! Tonight, it's saturday man!!! In greece Saturday night is a huge deal. We go out about 10 pm and come home 6am sometimes even later. So tonight is a night like this, and we're about to get ready. My brother went home at last. He's a soldier and they sent him on a island here in Greece, really far away. (about 16 hours distance) but he took his transfer in Athens which is about half an hour from home. Pretty good, although I miss him so much! I have a crazy, mad, love for my brother. He's 6 years younger than me and I was always overprotecting to him. Mom and dad used to go out and although i was only 6-7 years old, I was babysitting, changing his diapers, feeding him and all these stuff. I never got jealous of him. He's the world to me. i haven't seen him for over 2 months, but I'm gonna be home for Christmas, so, patience for a month!
How are you doing siblings? love you <3

by bupple Sat Oct 29, 2011 10:34 am

Wow, your such a nice sister. I have a younger sister who i used to take care of. She means the world to me too Smile

by mile86 Sat Oct 29, 2011 10:37 am

i can't imagine greatest thing in life than the love you have for your family and people that mean a lot to you. I guess the greatest love you feel is for your children and your parents and siblings <3 as long as i have them i don't care about anything! oh how nice! i wish I had a sister too, besides my bro <3

by Krissy Sun Oct 30, 2011 1:56 pm

I agree

by mile86 Mon Nov 21, 2011 2:24 am

Ι'm so filled up with obligations this time, oh I can't even sleep..I got uni projects, I got exams, I have my family that I really really miss, and so I miss my friends and my life at my town. Thank god I have my boyfriend and good friends, here too.. I'm living with my boyfriend, and our good friends, who are also a couple, live next door, so we have pretty much fun. We do "Horror nights" watching horror thrillers. haha..It's nice. I kinda feel I have two lives. One here, and one at my hometown. I really wish I could make them one. Anyway, I dyed my hair black. I hadn't done that since 2002 , in high school... So I was kinda scared, but they turned out pretty good. I actually LOVEEE them... and It made my day...so hope you are all great... <3 love moonchildren..

Lana Del Ray Lyrics, Driving In Cars With Boys..
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by bupple Mon Nov 21, 2011 5:20 am

ur haircolor is pretty good actually........& u look very beautiful Smile

by mile86 Mon Nov 21, 2011 7:16 am

thank you so much "new" bupple <3 lots of love <3

by Krissy Tue Nov 22, 2011 8:27 am

wow.nice

by mile86 Sun Dec 11, 2011 3:32 am

I was so depressed the last few days. I'm late for my period about 2
weeks.. I was freaking out.. I took a pregnacy test and came out
negative! Thank God! i was so worried..It's the last thing I need right
now. So last night, we all went out, 15 people, and we partieeed!! We
drunk, we danced, we sang, we laugh.. It's been so long since we last
did this. The project is going pretty good actually, alhough it stresses
us so much. Hopefully, we will finish it soon, and we will be able to
spend Xmas home. Oh My God, you can't imagine how much I miss home.. I
miss mommy, daddy and my little brother. I miss my friends, my nieces,
and nephews, I miss my gang! I miss drinking coffee, with a blanket,
next to the fireplace, watching movies, and the Xmas lights, dancing
next to me.. <3 And the smell...Mommy's cooking is UNBELIEVABLE..
<3 Hope my wish comes true, and spend Xmas with family and friends..

P.S = tomorrow is my Bday...I've always loooved my birthday, but as I'm
getting older, I don't want this day to come...I feel depressed.. Rolling Eyes

by Krissy Sun Dec 11, 2011 12:25 pm

Yes.I know the feeling.I didn't want mine to come either.Welcome to your mid 20s.Enjoy it.Goes fast.

I know i've been in a funky mood myself.

by bupple Mon Dec 12, 2011 7:10 pm

This is pretty normal, i guess. U know, change is really hard for humans. But you should look at it as a new phase in your life, new experiences, new love.....
& Happy birthday to the sweetest person in the world Smile

I.L.U

by mile86 Tue Dec 13, 2011 3:58 am

hahaha thank you sweet buppleeee!!!! love you <3

by mile86 Fri Dec 16, 2011 6:23 pm

Here I am again.. Things are going awesome dude!!! I'm finally relaxed that i got my period back to normal and i'm not worried any more. The project we're on to, is going pretty good (today we made our doors work, and we found the source code for the fingerprint scanner <3 ) so we think next week we'll be ready and we'll be able to go to our families, and spend wonderful Xmas <3. I'm sooooo happy..I feel so good right now. It's 4 in the morning and I can't sleep. I'm thinking and hoping for the best. The project to get a wonderful 10 (that's the biggest grade in college). Ι want to spend great holidays home, with my family and especially my brother, who's still in the army and he's going to finish in a month!!! So things are going reaaaally good and i'm smiling again

by Krissy Sat Dec 17, 2011 8:20 am

happy for you Very Happy

by mile86 Sun Dec 18, 2011 1:47 am

thank you babyyyyyyyy :*********

by Krissy Sun Dec 18, 2011 11:16 am

by mile86 Wed Jan 04, 2012 3:29 pm

Vacation OVER...I'm so sad..Xmas and New Year passed so quickly, and hard days are about to come.. From 9th to 13th Of January we must give our project to our teacher, to do a presentation, and get examined by him. Then from 15th to 5th of February is our exams..I have about 12 courses this semester.. I'm pretty fucked up....I can't wait for June..That's when I'll stop renting my "college home" and come back to my home town until I get my degree. I'm really anxious about secret santa too..I'm going back home in two days, the post office is going to be closed, so I must send it on Monday.. I started making something, i thought was really nice, but I messed it up. :/ I'm so sad..Hopefully I'll make it on time, and send something, small, and maybe stupid, but with all my heart.. Even if it's goin to be a tough year, I think 2012 is gonna be MY YEAR..i'm gonna work hard, and make it in every-fucking-single field of my life..I SOOO LOVE YOU ALL <3 And thank you for being here listening to my bullshit!! hahaha xoxo! I.L.U

by Krissy Wed Jan 04, 2012 4:30 pm

I'am sorry,I'am sure you will do just fine.Yes can't waite for june.

by mile86 Sat Jan 21, 2012 4:03 am

Hey babes, i got some news. Things are going pretty good. My laboratory exams went great, i may passed all of them. On Wednesday start the exams. That might be tricky and sad. But it's for 2 weeks...so patience. My cousin who studies at the same college, came for the exams, so i have him staying with me (here, when you have only some courses left,you stop reanting your house,go back to your parents house and you come back only for the exams, until you pass all your courses and get your degree..messed up huh? hahaha..). So we all have a blast together. We go out, coffee, cinema, last night we stayed home, 6 people, order pizza and crepes, had some wine and talked, until 5 in the morning. Talking was hard, we fought a lot. About religion, 9/11th, Universe, planets, dinosaurs, tv, women, men, fake boobs, aliens, movies...hahaha it was great...Tonight we're partying..Our friend is a Dj and we're gonna drink and dance on his club...Love it..Love this feeling, that i have so many and good people around me.. <3 hope you are alla great too!! <3

Ps. On the 11th of Feb, is the final day of our exams. So i might roadtrp with my cousin back home for 10 days! yeaaaaaaah!! <3 can't wait..miss mommy, daddy, and my little brother <3

by Krissy Sat Jan 21, 2012 5:30 am

happy for you

by mile86 Mon Apr 02, 2012 11:43 am

I'm not posting frequently on my blog..that's because i had nothing to say...life was going fine, everyday, happy things....

I wish i could say the same now.. Awful day with awful news.. A 15year old child, a really good friend of mine, has diagnosed with cancer...I hate thinking that right now he's preparing his bags to go have chemo tomorrow...I was crying all day, i can't concentrate, eat or laugh...I'm home and he's all i think about.. I need all moonchildren to pray for him.. The positive thing is all this shit is that the doctors told him it's 100% treatable and he'll be fine.. i hope so... He's the sweetest kid.. I almost raised him..I was at the hospital the day he was born.. He's a wonderful, talented kid.. He writes awesome songs and music and he loves horse riding..He won a few medal in Balkan and European contests... He's great.. I don't know if there's god, superior powers, elfs and fairies, but i pray to anyone who can hear me, to help him get out of this stronger and full of dreams for the future..It's so unfair children and young people to suffer from this illness..Cancer must be treated..They must find a cure for this stupid thing that kills so many people, young, old, even babies...
Oh well, i must stay strong for him anyway, i must be the person he knows and not show any sadness, pity or pain.. I must smile everyday so he can win this battle..

by Krissy Mon Apr 02, 2012 12:15 pm

I'M sorry about your friend

by Natt Tue Apr 03, 2012 12:39 pm

Honey, I understand about it that u don't post frequenty, but I think that this is a normal... I love read your blog <3

I'm so sorry about your friend. I wish like you know for him everything the best. Doctors know the best and for sure he will health.

Be strong for him <3

Many love for him and you <3

by mile86 Tue Apr 03, 2012 12:57 pm

thank you babies <3

Today i got really tired...me and my friend who lives next door, decided to search for getting our driving license...we suck at driving man...hahahha...most of them were asking about 900€ of each of us, but we found a really nice guy, with 650€....so he's gonna be our teacher...get out of the streets people..Lena is about to start driving...hahahhahahahaha... Nothing else happened..can't wait for this week to end, to go home, to my friends and family..missed them all so much <3 and of course to see my friend who today started chemo in order to win this battle..

Love you all <3

by Natt Tue Apr 03, 2012 1:03 pm

you;re welcome <3

wow, this is so expensive, here it cost about 1000PLN= €250
good luck honey

by mile86 Tue Apr 03, 2012 1:22 pm

only 250?????? awesome...here is about 1000€....financial crisis, but life is too expensive...anyway...thanks baby, i'm gonna start after Easter and i hope till June i'm gonna have my license!! Smile

by Krissy Tue Apr 03, 2012 2:06 pm

Good luck with the driving

by mile86 Sat Apr 14, 2012 6:28 pm

it's 4 in the morning...and i can't sleep...i was falling asleep and saw a dream again..i dreamed of him again...
I was telling you the past few weeks that something is bothering me..something makes me sad, and fills me with pain..So here's the story...
In 2004 as i was finishing high school one of my friends fell in love with me.. He was "chasing" me and then on the 10th of June 2004 we became a couple.. I never felt this way before for anyone..I was studying 800km away and yet he was so kind, and nice, and loving and caring.. I used to trust him, but i was a jealous bitch.. I was torching him , making him feel angry and sad all the time.. Besides that we were crazy in love, for almost 4 years..When he had enough, and broke up with me. For two years i rocked bottom, i only drank and smoked watching his photos..Nothing else.. I was living but i was dead..When i found out he was in a relationship with one of my friends, who was also out teacher in high school and 8 years older than us. I was so hurt. I asked her, since with him i had no connection. She refused it, she swore it was a lie, and then we started getting apart.. I couldn't believe that the woman i trusted the most, the woman who gave me her shoulder to cry on, was such a whore.
Time went by and i met my boyfriend. I was so excited to finally find someone to bring me back to life..But i didn't know that he was so jealous that would hurt me. He was worse than i was with my ex. He didn't allow me to talk to boys, he was checking what i was going to wear and stuff.. Luckily he changed, he never did any of these again and he's amazing towards me.. He made me love again, and make a life from scratch. What i didn't know is that i was going to change...again..
It's been a few months now, that i think of my ex.. I see him sometimes, alone or with her...And i feel pain. I think i'm still in love with him..I'm feeling so weird. I don't want to hurt my boyfriend but even if there was no ex, our relationship has become boring..We do the same things, we live in the same house, and we are students..I'm leaving permanently in June and he's not...There's no future with us.. I don't know if there's future with my ex either..He's with that tramp.. and it's been 5years since we broke up..And not spoken since...I feel like i owe him an apologie, i want to tell him how sorry i am for being such a bitch and making him feel awful..I'm sorry that i didn't know how precious man he is, and shouldn't let him go..My boyfriend is a really good guy, and pretty and nice..And i love him..But he never made me feel like my ex did..SAFE..he was holding me and i wasn't afraid of anything..Never felt that again..I don't know what to do...I'm so confused and i need your opinion really really badly..I'm so fucked up..I don't know how things are gonna be, or what i should do..Only my two best friends know about this..And i wouldn't dare say that to anyone else...
And i cannot sleep..I know i'm gonna dream about him again..That very same dream..On a beach, with me telling him how i feel, him crying, touching my face, watching my tears under the moonlight, and kissing me passionately as if he found what was been missing from his life all this time.. And then i'm gonna wake up, in sweat and tears listening in my head his words from our final days..

"I'm afraid time has affected us.. I wish i met you later in my life, so that I could marry you and be the father of your children..."

i can't believe that every single time i listen to this song i cry like a baby....i can't believe that there are lyrics that were written for me..I really hope deep inside he feels the same way..at least remembering me in a sweet way..i hate the fact that he might forgot me.. Nevermind........oh who am i kidding...? i'll never find......

by PoeticAbomination(: Sat Apr 14, 2012 6:43 pm

Omg, I'm so sorry.
I kinda know how you feel,
except my mom banned me from her.
We didn't break up.
I know how it feels to have a broken heart.
Especially when it is someone you care for more than anything else.
She was my everything,
then we got tore apart by our parents.
I still miss her today.
The last time I talked to her was August 22, 2011.
It has been hard.
I think that with your ex,
You are not over him because you don't really know why he broke up with you.
He didn't tell you, so you blame yourself.
Maybe it was someone else;
He could have been someone you thought he wasn't.
People don't always tell you everything and maybe that's what your ex was doing.
Obviously he wasn't a great guy, or he wouldn't have done that to you.
I'm sorry if it offends you for me to say bad stuff about him, but I don't mean to.
I learned that you can't trust anyone because they always stab you in the back just when you think they won't.
Life is hard, but people make it harder.
I think that is why I don't have friends, because I don't trust them.
I am not saying don't trust anyone, just be careful who you trust.
You may think that he was "the one," but he wasn't.
I promise.
If he was, then he wouldn't have hurt you like this.
You can't let a scumbag get you down like this!
He has ruined your life, and you shouldn't have allowed him to do that.
You have to make a change in yourself and tell yourself that you are too good for him!
Because you are.
You are too good for everyone

(:
I'm sorry for rambling,
none of this probably even helped.
I give bad advice Razz

Just remember that I love you,
and we all love you on here

If you ever need to talk, let me know.
I love you honey.

by mile86 Sat Apr 14, 2012 6:52 pm

thank you so much baby...i'm sorry you lost her too...it's so sad to lose someone because of the others..I love him..I'll never get over him..I know that...it's been almost 8 years now..I remember the first time we met, the first kiss, the first hug, the first break up, the first time we made love (omg i'm calling sex, love...things are awful i guess...haha) i remember his birthday..all these dates, and every year on these dates i'm feeling awful..I feel so much pain...we broke up because we were tired of the yelling and the fights and the jealousy..We never fought seriously, we didn't swear on each other..we just broke up..and never spoke to each other again..I don't know..i'm so messed up..i know it..i feel it, deep in my heart that one day he'll be mine again...

by PoeticAbomination(: Sat Apr 14, 2012 7:13 pm

Then you get him back!
Make a deliberate effort to make him yours.
Tell that bitch to back the fuck off because he's yours (:
I have done that before Razz

If you try hard enough, you can get him back!
Remind him of what you guys had..
And all the stuff like that.
Trust me, it will pay off (:

by PinkBarrierLou Sun Apr 15, 2012 3:09 am

I believe that you should talk to him, tell him all these things that you told us. Don't keep this thing inside you because its killing you tell him how you feel and how sorry you are and trust me you are going to feel better. Just him hearing you out will be a lot of help.

If he chooses to accept your feelings then thats fine you can be back together and you will cherise him more than anything, but if he chooses not to and believes he is happier with that bitch then you must let go honey cause from what I understand this thing is killing you. The world has so much to offer to you and you are young you have all the life before you! I am sure you will find someone who will hold you tight and make you feel a million times safer, but for that to happen you must be open with both your mind and heart. If you believe that your life is over and nothing is going to change then even if the opportunity comes you won't responde to it in a good way because you have already made up you mind that "this is not going to be like my ex".

Being in love with the past ruins your present, the guy who you were in love with might have changed too. You must believe in your self and BELIEVE that you can find happiness and that someone ELSE CAN make you happy and safe even more than your ex did! Because if you don't believe in these things and compare everything to him this is just going to make you miserable.

You must make some tought desicions, like if you want to keep your current boyfriend with all that which is going on in your heart, cause from what I can imagine all this maybe has made you more distant and trigered some fights too. But most importantly one way or another I believe that you must talk to your ex and tell him how you feel and what you think. Do not be afraid cause this is you fighting for your happiness which is the most important thing of all. Of cource whatever desision you make not everybody is going to be happy but in this kind of situation I believe you must think of your self first as it is you who feel all the pain and is miserable.

So I would preper a nice warm spot in my room (bring a lot of tissues too cuase if it was me I would be crying from just saying hiXD) and make the call.

Whatever you choose to do stay stong Very Happy

Good luck I hope this helps cheers

by mile86 Sun Apr 15, 2012 5:50 am

thank you so much too babe! i think you are absolutely right...i mean i can't lose anything...either i tell it and get what i want or he'll deny it and i;ll know that i must move on for sure..thank you...i will do it soon i guess...maybe in a couple of months that i'll move here permanently....i will...i promise..i must get it out of my heart and mind..THANK YOU..you have no idea how much i love you all <3

by PinkBarrierLou Sun Apr 15, 2012 5:55 am

I am glad it helped Very Happy

by mile86 Sun Jun 10, 2012 4:33 pm

So, i'm back and i'm so busy right now...the two days to come are about to be HELL..but patience because in 3 days my sweet mommy is gonna come here..oh god, i missed her so much! she'll stay for about a week, so sea, sun and ice coffee, here we come!!

My friend who has cancer, went to Germany yesterday, and tomorrow he's having a surgery to remove the tumor... the chemo ended last week and even though he lost his hair, the tumor markers went down, so hopefully, he'll do the surgery and be ok... fingers crossed siblings for my wonderful friend...

As far as my ex is concerned, well, i can say, i might forgot about it.. i have so many important things right now going on in my head, so an ex boyfriend and an ex bitch-girfriend, are not my priority right now...

I bought some cool stuff lately a bathing suit, and t shirts, and skirts..and shoes <3 awhh i love internet shopping, because i hate real shopping..hahaha.. so , in general i'm pretty good... and if the next days pass, i'll be better.. awh, i forgot, my pregnant cousins are doing perfectly, and my niece and nephew are already 6 months in their moms' bellies.. <3 can;t wait to meet them in october..

LOVE YA ALL BABIES <3

by bupple Sat Jun 16, 2012 10:10 pm

I wish the best for your friend. And I hope that you always be happy and healthy.
XOXO

by mile86 Sun Jun 17, 2012 4:08 am

awhhh i love you so much my sweet friend... hope you are great <3

by Krissy Sun Jun 17, 2012 12:36 pm

hope your friend will be okay.

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