Natt sends you love<3

Hi!!!!!
Natt came back and don't go !!!
I will be here all time because I love you !!
!I love everyone!!!
My family

Natt, welcome back!!!

Is that your entry for the new contest? Good luck

Welcome back Natt, we really miss you!

I'm really happy that your okay :] to be honest I sometimes think wondering if everyone on ToL is healthy and fine.

out of the hollow no. this is video from fans of Kerli in Poland. I translate rules competition etc

I want participate in competition, even I have amazing idea but I can't because I don't have a camera and this crete my cry... life is unfair

Thank you that you are. Claudia and out of the hollow you are awesome

welcome back.Glad u are staying.

WELCOME BACK!!
we missed you!
glad your here again(:

thank you thank you and thank you very muchI also miss :)Now I read and I wrote here... but now I must go.. later (today) I end read and wrote- I must catch up on :)I love you all people on TOL!!!

noooooooooooooooooooooooooo problem

KerliKoivPoland wrote:out of the hollow no. this is video from fans of Kerli in Poland. I translate rules competition etc

Oh, ok. That's cool

KerliKoivPoland wrote:I want participate in competition, even I have amazing idea but I can't because I don't have a camera and this crete my cry... life is unfair

Aww Maybe you could find a way to enter the competition anyway even if you don't have a camera.. Like make a Youtube video kind of like that one, with pictures and text, and enter it into the contest? I don't know, maybe it wouldn't work, but it's just sad you can't enter.. You'd think there would be a way around it.

And you are awesome too

im so happy you're back
like Claudia, i often think of users here, like you and Gretta as well who hasn't been active for a long time.

im glad your back <3

I thought that I recorded my voice...but I have a bit pic...

Even 13.11 my sister did me photo- my first photo. My last photo was created may 2009.

I don't have friends and this competiotion is so hard for me.

The worst is it that this is again competition..

Kerli do competition where people must have a camera... and also other person

When I saw video about competition I all time cried and when I write now I cry because I want so much participate in this competition...

this so horrible emotion for me...

This competition is my dream and I have so many ideas...

I hate my life :(EDIT:Hi Mimi, thank you very much :)I hope that you aren't bad at me that I create blog here again???Old blog was very private... too private.. I don't thought what I wrote... I love you

NATT!!!
dont feel like that!!! there will be plenty of more competitions where u can participate!!!

Mimi, but I feel... this is for me very important really... now I cry like a little child :(Mimi i see that all competition are with a camera

ill try to talk to her and convice her to make some competitions that doesn't require cameras!

mimi thank you, but please not

I don't be have a problem

Now I create only voice and photos- photos is 5-10 years
I must scan this photos ....

Natt, I hope you can take part in other competitions, I'm sure you will be able to. Don't cry, I don't like to think of you feeling upset.

I'm so glad you're back to stay. I missed you lots, we all did, and we love you too <3

TheLastSongbird only this is really ver important for me...
Even I have the all concept in my head..
the dreams are fiction

"Don't cry"

- this is too hard for me... because this is so important for me

Thank you very much for your words

I mad!!! I added video about competition and translation on polish website and all topics are deleted!!!!! I think that people will be know about competition but always news about Kerli are deleted :(I'm so stupid because I write on formspring's Kerli that I can't participate on competition and why.. I'm so stupid... but I'm so weird because all time when I think about it I cry... my mind is so sick

I'm sad and very tired.
Life is so hard
I don't understand my life
I must wake up to job at 4.25 am - I hate it
I hate my life
I'm so alone
I need close friend in my country but this is only dream
But my dreams all time are illusion

big hugs...everything is gonna be ok...

butterflycry2010 wrote:big hugs...everything is gonna be ok...

thank you very much :)must be good but I don't belive in it

EDIT:

I feel only it now:

i don't like my life much either..i think its sucks to..i get really depressed myself...life is really hard...i try to think on the postive side!!

butterflycry2010 wrote:i don't like my life much either..i think its sucks to..i get really depressed myself...life is really hard...i try to think on the postive side!!

Honey, I'm sorry
I understand you. I know that you are awesome and beautiful person. I feel that your soul is brillant and valuable. You are very important person in this world.
butterflycry2010 you must know that I love you

KerliKoivPoland wrote:

butterflycry2010 wrote:i don't like my life much either..i think its sucks to..i get really depressed myself...life is really hard...i try to think on the postive side!!

Honey, I'm sorry
I understand you. I know that you are awesome and beautiful person. I feel that your soul is brillant and valuable. You are very important person in this world.
butterflycry2010 you must know that I love you

thank you very much..same to you...so ur not alone..everybody feels like this sometimes....when iam upset i buy things sometimes.LOL

butterflycry2010 wrote:

KerliKoivPoland wrote:

butterflycry2010 wrote:i don't like my life much either..i think its sucks to..i get really depressed myself...life is really hard...i try to think on the postive side!!

Honey, I'm sorry
I understand you. I know that you are awesome and beautiful person. I feel that your soul is brillant and valuable. You are very important person in this world.
butterflycry2010 you must know that I love you

thank you very much..same to you...so ur not alone..everybody feels like this sometimes....when iam upset i buy things sometimes.LOL

You're welcome.. In this world is a lot of different emotions, and we have only "pawns". Unfortunately,it world creates ours lives.We are born in pain. We feel all life pain and we die with pain. Only we can fight. We must be strong. Only if you fight you will see light.. light in your mind and soul. This light help.


I feel all my life pain. I don't know what is the happiness. In my mind is Weltschmerz. My life this is Weltschmerz.

mimi wrote:im so happy you're back
like Claudia, i often think of users here, like you and Gretta as well who hasn't been active for a long time.

im glad your back <3

omg yes, where is Gretta? and Geoff?

Yeah,I think everybody is born with a specail gift that we are too show to the world...but it's up to us to make it happned..Sometimes things take time...I guess we just gotta waite and keep hope and faith..stay strong and not give up..I know it seems un-fair that things come easy to other people....but i guess things will work out and get bettter.

Little Phoenix when I read forum I don't saw joseph325625 and cg360

butterflycry2010 you are right. Your words are very beautiful

yw keep smiling.

butterflycry2010 wrote:yw keep smiling.

I don't know because this is so hard... I cry only

i cry sometimes too....i was crying on saturday cuz i got annoyed about something..But i got over it soon enough..............It doesn't much to make me cry..LOL

butterflycry2010 wrote:i cry sometimes too....i was crying on saturday cuz i got annoyed about something..But i got over it soon enough..............It doesn't much to make me cry..LOL

I understand you. I feel that crying is good. I prefer crying than cutting

oh yes.cutting is not a good thing to doo..

but sometimes it help.. sometimes this is the best what I can do... this is only antidote to pain... but only in the moment when I feel bad, bacause later this is error... and I hate to myself

I'm so glad to see you back here <3 *hugs*

Ene thanks I also happy that I'm again here.. I so miss but I had not strenght to be here...Your new photo (avatar) is very beautiful!!!

i think cutting urself is not a good idea..doesn't help or slove a problem..just causes pmore pain and problems.i've tired the cutting tooo..

Actually i never had cutted myself before but last week i had some kind of breakdown and i cutted the hell out of my hand but my friend noticed it and practically forced me to stop it haha So no cutting to you either <3 Please don't do it because you'll be happier without it, it just makes you drown in to the depression even more.

KerliKoivPoland wrote:Ene thanks I also happy that I'm again here.. I so miss but I had not strenght to be here...Your new photo (avatar) is very beautiful!!!

Hii thanks

when i feel depressed i send a message to my friend online and we talk..my mom would of killed me if she knew i did that.

Well that's good way to treat the depression, by speaking about it to people. That's what i do aswell but i happen to be constantly depressed so i don't wish to annoy my friends with it every day

butterflycry2010 wrote:i think cutting urself is not a good idea..doesn't help or slove a problem..just causes pmore pain and problems.i've tired the cutting tooo..

I'm sorry but I don't know what is "slove"I know that cutting is bad but this is my came back to cutting...sometimes I must when I cry , my emotion ... this is hard ...but I fight with it

Ene please, foget about it and don't it... this is like addiction often.. please take care of yourself..Ene but for me this is hard... when I feel but I'm all time alone...this is awful pain in my mind... maybe I shouldn't write about cutting...I don't think... never

either do i..................same with me.only when iam truely in a funky mood.

but always when i have sad sayings on my fb/bebo my friend will ask whats wrong.lol

Often people don't want to hear

We're all here for you! I really want to help you.

I know and I love all people here :)Thank you very much

if u ever need to talk iam here for ya.

thank you very much :*

no problem

I want so much to create Official Fan Club, but if I good understand this message from mgmt this isn't possible

This is all message:

HI There -

You can find the official fan club at www.iamamoonchild.net.
Have fun!


thanks!

ok, life is so cruel.... I don't know why is so hard

i guess thats the fan club page