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That's cool! That's really cool.. My mom told me a few swedish words but i kind of forgotten them.. I hope the snow goes away soon.I'm so ready for summer. I really love reading novels by danielle steel also enjoy books by debbie macomber.

you're beautiful

aww you're so beautiful, my darling Krissy <3

Thank you guy's you both are very nice girls...I cut my hair..Not sure if i like it.lol i kind of miss my kind of long hair..But the good thing is hair grows back.lol

I used to post on another forum.But i like this one better.It's more fun. Actreal it's kind of hard to keep up with lot's of forums.lol...........

anway's hope everyone has a nice sunday and a good week.

In question music I had the same, I like also Britney,Christina and Nsync lol
Music create ours life

In question your friend , this is so awesome. Congratulations

Thanks!.........Yeah music taste sure do change over the year's.That's for sure!!

yikes...I am glad we have almost everywhere WIFI in Estonia.

You're lucky!....Yeah!It sucks. you pay enough for it has it is too.


It is better to believe than to disbelieve; in so doing, you bring everything to the realm of possibility ~ A. Einstein

Some pages online that i belong too! You can add me if you like!!

www.bebo.com/SweetestGirl2011
You tube! SweetnessAngel2009
http://www.myspace.com/sweetnessangel2009
Twitter.com:KrissySweetness

I sent you request on Twitter

cool..i'll follow you

let's be honest....if someone's sad all the time and totally inconsolable, then it's gonna affect the friend badly who sticks to the sad person.
I had a friend like this...she was ALWAYS sad and wanted me to console her all the time. I knew her for 10 years. I staid by her side, talked to her, consoled her...anything you can imagine...and then I fell into depression as well...into a very deep one. I wasn't able to talk to anyone for months because she literally dragged me to hell-where I was at that time in my soul. I was 16.
then...if I got better, I started to go out again, talk to friends etc. I went to visit this friend again and I saw how she lived. it came out that she had lied me all the way-everything was ok with her life, and not only appearently. her sister said she just wants attention and that she plays with her friends this way: to get someone to console her, make her happier, make everyone say she is a good person, beautiful etc...

this person just had a low self-esteem. but how she wanted to raise it on the other's energy....it's sick. I stopper talking to her.
now...like a year ago she added me on MSN. started to bubble how she misses me, that I left her etc....and bubbled about her marriage and how shit everything is to her. she never asked how am I, she only talked about herself.
and I KNOW she has a good husband, she has her OWN apartment, good job, great family and she STILL wants people to console her!!!
I don't know...I just don't have this energy for such people. they're a mess, I don't want to mess up my life as well.


BUT I know Krissy, you are NOT depressed and sad every day, and if your friend gives up only because of your emotions...then fuck her, you don't need her. she is no friend. delete her off your life.

Thanks! I guess i think that i can totally understand that. That would be very hard to be friends with some one like that.It does really bring you down too. It's like i think That people are like this just for all the " attention" they get from you. Sometimes people just love to "complain" about stuff. I Can't be around people like that myself.(it just brings me back into that mood) I try to be around "Happy" people". It also get's really annoying cuz you feel like you keep telling people the same stuff every-day. & They keep puting down all the advice you give them.You just can't get threw to them. I try my best to really help and listien and be there for people. I guess that you can only do so much.

The BIG main reason why i get like so depressed about shit.My mother's moods rub off on me and make me like so cranky. She makes me feel like so depressed and shit. I mean i totally understand the reason why my mother get's like that.Just wish she would't like yell and stuff.It really makes me upset & hurts my heart. & I guess other reasons why iam like depressed sometimes.(I don't wanna talk about that on here).


I don't wanna be like that person know one wants to talk too. I TRY very hard NOT to be like that. I really thinking i"ve changed a whole lot. Now i'm like better at controlling my emotions. & i think before i talk.I NEVER take out my emotions on people anymore. If i do get pissy i leave my pc & i find something to do to get my mind off of stuff. Also i try not to talk about personily problems on forums.I talk on MSN or PM.I;m quit proud of myself for changing a little.I'm glad i have my friends who do accpect me for me.

I hate seeing people so sad. It breaks my heart.

ugh thats a horrible situation :/
but like u said, you dont have to change for anybody else but yourself.
everybody has good and bad days.
but i think what liisu said is right. if someone is telling u that either - u change yourself or not be friends, well.. screw 'em.

Thanks guy's for listing..Yeah it sure is....... I can't really deal with anymore stress,,,But i guess i'll just see how it goes. pluse he did say that he can't deal with my friends and her friends emotions either. I think guy's can be ugh sometimes.lol

Krissy, please don't think about people.
People often hurt and this is horrible
you are strong person and don;t think about it.
i love u

Yeah,Sometimes people hurt other people. I guess i was just upset about what the one person said.

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Everyone should do this." Love the people who treat you right;
Pray for the ones who don't. "

I found this on my friends FB Page saying.Think that is very true.

awesome words your friend

I feel like people are always geting mad at me.I feel like iam always doing wrong things. I hate when people don't tell you if u done something wrong or if they are mad at you..Then they just ingore you. Give you the cold sholder.So rude. Then in a few days/weeks things are like back to normal.I said i was sorry....Just ingored my message.

So i belong to a website called bebo!!..& you can give out love to ur friends.& sence it was like v-day u could have unlimited love.So i gave out all my friends lots of love..Any-ways one of my friends got annoyed cuz she would get a e-mail everytime she got a comment.So it filled up her inbox.I did't mean to fill it up.I did't know she had it set that she get a e-mail each time she got a comment.So now she blocks me on MSN..I told her i was sorry and explained to her. Ugh!!

Krissy, honey people aren't mad at you. We love you so much. You are important person for me. You should know about it.
We are only humans. I understand what you feel in questions ignore you.. I have the same...only I feel like nobody, like trash.... but we don't ignore you.
You are part of family here. Don't think about this girl, maybe she doesn't deserve on you? Be strong <3

Yeah, I know that know one here is mad at me..I guess everyone mybe has bad days..I guess my feelings just got hurt.I worry tooo much.

If she is reasonable one bit she'll understand what an great friend you are and shall stop acting like that. I'm sorry you got sad of her actions, it's like, blocking you on MSN is really childish for such a thing.
Take care and know we all love you <3

Thanks!!..Thanks everyone for listing..Yeah if she did block me for that then that's childish..Some people just get upset over kind of dumb things.......

I know some people may think i'm silly for how iam feeling..But my feelings get so hurt easy.. I was so upset last nite..I was like crying so much.....MY feelings were hurt so much....It just feels like the ones u care the most about will alway's hurt you the most...In the same time they really have no idea how much they hurt you.But least i was good and not blow up at me friend...I'm proud of myself for keeping my cool. ok well that's all for now.



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I really hate when friends are mad at me.It bugs me cuz i wanna fix the problem. Cuz i can't feel better intill i fix it then i can feel a lot better. It stress me cuz of how much i worry over it..I guess i gotta give her space then she will come around..

well it's nice to freakin know who my real friends are. It's funny how u think friends who are older then you would act there age but nooo.they act all childish.....Then just ingore u. then of course they just talk with a friend who treats them like shit....Yeah ingore the person who's alway's been here for you.Such a nice feeling. I see iam not worth of friendship.so screw her then.....I give up.


PS. so iam just fucking pissed off wright now!!!

this friend is not worth you. fuck it. don't let her make you feel so little. just don't talk to her, show her you're over it, you don't need a drama or a friend who can't accept you for who you are. show her how strong you are. it's the best payback for hurting your feelings.

Yeah,I'M trying tooo..It just hurts..I hate how people alway's do this too me....

[b]well my parents know about my depression. & how i want to end my life. So yeah,everything feels very werid now.I kind of wish it did't come out. I guess when u are upset you should watch what you say.I told my friend that i want to hurt myself. so afther i was offline.she called the police and they came to my house..i told them i was just upset and did't mean what i said. hell broke in my house. Things calm now.I guess i'll be ok.I did't mean to hurt them or upset them..anyway's just alway's watch what you say to people.

Oh gosh. Not good. I believe she should have come over to your house[if she was in the same city and state, of course] and comforted you if she was that upset about it. But that's just my opinion.

-sends you love and light-

Yeah,wish she would of called the next morning instead,got me into a whole lot of crap.I guess i should of told her i was going to bed before going offline.

Yeah, I'm sorry but if she cared enough to call the police she should have cared enough to see if you ACTUALLY needed the police or if you were just having a bit of a crappy time. At leasy that's what I would've done.

I guess she did it cuz she cared..I just never thought or think she do this.any-who i should of just turned off the pc...but why did't i? Or wrote in a journal?

Just call her and set up a time to meet with her. Just hang out at your house and have a kind of spa day, do eachother's nails, facials, etc. or go out to eat and hang out. Just something where you can talk it out and work out your issues. It'll pass by, I'm sure.

she's a online friend so i can't..Yeah i know it's pretty silly to be upset over a online friend..I guess mybe in time it will blow over..I hope.Will try and think postive about this..

Ohhh.... Hmm. I don't have that much experience with people like that. sorry.

That's ok..I was just venting..leting out all my feelings.

I don't know how to say this but,I hope i don't sound like a bitch for saying this. I can't be around people who are like depressed ever day. Cause it just brings me right down. I mean i know that i can be like depressed to.Just when iam around people who are all the time Negative.It the mood just make me feels the same.I got my own shit to deal with. I mean it's like sometimes i try my very best to help & lisiten to the person. & give out advice and stuff but i alway's feel like it just get's knocked down. I can't help a person who doesn't wanna be helped.It feels like people sometimes just enjoy the attention they get.

it's true. sad but true.

I think you are right!..Very sad!

I love this song by "Ace Of Base"..Good song!!

"Remember The Words"

You got to believe me
Remember the words
Remember the words

When you're down on your knees
And without a friend
Standing afraid at the very end
Back on your own
Lonely and lost again
Try to forget what you're going through
Think of the things that you're gonna do
Lift up your eyes
Like they told you to
Told you to

Just remember the words
You are never on your own
You're not alone
Baby, now and forever
Remember the words
You are never all alone, not on your own
Baby say never ever

Baby say never ever

We go up
We go down
But we never stop
We're gonna work it until we drop
Moving along
You're gonna be on top
Don't be afraid you are not alone
Don't ever think you're on your own
Lift up your eyes
You'll make it home
Make it home

Just remember the words
You are never on your own
You're not alone
Baby, now and forever
Remember the words
You are never all alone, not on your own
Baby say never ever

You got to believe me

There is a reason
Why you're crying
And what ever you may do
Don't forget to keep on trying
Do what you got to do
I said believe in you

(Oh Yeah) Just remember the words
You are never on your own
You're not alone
Baby, now and forever
Remember the words
You are never all alone, not on your own
Baby say never ever

Just remember the words
You are never on your own
You're not alone
Baby, now and forever
Remember the words
You are never all alone, not on your own
Baby say never ever

Remember the words
Remember the words