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found the following on youtube and kinda liked it (beware, strange stuff):

On the Track of Bigfoot
One ass fucking face-ish day, our class went hiking along the Los Angeles River. Like all a bit like a gorilla hikers, we were ready for any emergency. In our backpacks, we carried thousands of little unicorns, bacons, and one cow bollocks.
As we walked along the trail, dick lover noticed a like a sack of octopus balls footprint. "Do you think a jumping in poo made these tracks?" dick lover asked.
"No, but let's follow them anyway," suggested homer simpson.
We shoved up the ass! for hours. Then I screamed, "atchiha! I think I see a huge body body baha."
"hurting in the balls!" we heard someone say. It was the number one.
"the number one!" we screamed. "We thought you were a huge body body baha!"
"Do I look like a huge body body baha? Well, as long as you're all here, you can help me look for two men in the bath, bit gay. There are lots of them here along the Los Angeles River. We can take them back to school and study them under our microscopes."
"hurting in the balls!!" everyone said.

Love it<3
Btw guys I'm going to start showing my band to the world and spreading the love<3 please help me get more followers on twitter to show them all I've got ILU<3 @adreeonuh

What does my future bring?

To be honest, I have no idea. I am not even sure if I can finish school. Not that I'm not good in school,
I have my problems like everybody, but I get through every time. But I can't imagine going out of school,
being a grown up human being. I mean, what then? I'll have never ending summer holidays called life.
We have to take our summer holiday part - time job, which we will be calling "the only reason we can pay our bills".
Or maybe we visit some classes we might call university or whatever. But what to study? The subjects I
choose there will give my life the direction. Every changing - directions is a waste of time which has to be avoided.
We are under pressure and we develop, we are still not finished with the process of becoming who we actually
are. Interests change, but we will suffer in the same subjects, the suffering will go on in the job we wanted to
have long years ago. What for? We are only going to live for about eighty years, if we're lucky.
So why should we waste our time with preparing for something, that will actually never happen? What if I don't
even get a job after college?! For what it's worth? Shouldn't we try to have fun as long as we're young and not
bother about such serious things?
To be honest, I don't ever want to leave school.

I have two years left to win over my fears and get clear thoughts on what I want to become.
Otherwise the situations above will become my reality.

I've been reading your blog and I feel the same way!! First of all with the mirror thing...I don't like what I see everytime I look in the mirror:S
And second..I feel the same way about the school...like I don't like to go..but also a part of me don't wanna leave it because I don't know what's gonna happen yet. Everyone is always asking me what i am going to study and I always answer the same thing...I don't know!!.
Like I don't know what the heck it's gonna happen with my life...to be honest..i don't wanna go to college i don't wanna study..most of the subjects i don't like...and the only things I like it's very difficult to find a job and more if you're not good enough...I just think we just have to wait and see what the destiny has prepared for us. Or start to think in a career that really help us to find a good job..i don't know..i feel the same way as you. But definitely I want to be successful...I wanna be someone prepared in the future...but i just don't know how...
Great blog
greetings!

Yeah, I understand what you mean. In our country there are hard tests you have to pass to even be allowed to study. Today my teacher told me there were three former students of my school who took part at the test for medicine and none of them passed. And they were good students. This scared the shit out of me, really.
Also I want to follow my dream of becoming an artist, no matter what, a musician, an actress, a writer... That's what I can do best and what I feel I improve in the most. The rest, the subjects to study, are far away from my interest. But my family expects me to become an academic, just like everybody else.
A lot of pressure and no perspectives.

Thank you for reading, I appreciate it ♥

Be an artist, musician, actress..is my dream too...and like you said none of the subjects are of my interest!.
Also in my country you have to pass tests to be allowed to study too...sad but true.
And the most sadly thing is that here everything is about corruption...everything is unfair...it doesn't matter how good you are (or maybe yes) but if you have a friend who works at the place you wanna study or your parents have friends there...you have your enter easy....and if you don't....well...bye school.
=/

^^ Well, so I guess it's the same all over the globe. A friend of my mother's knows the director of an art school, and he told my mother he could easily use his connections to get me a place there. And I thought I would be so stupid if I didn't take the chance but I also felt bad. I think, if I don't have enough talent, I shouldn't pass.
Maybe I should become a world - rebuilder and try to make the world a better place

of course we've missed you!
and its terrible.. i personally didnt talk to Sara very much but I feel like a piece of me is gone.

and dont worry for not being online much - everybody needs a break every now and then

Aw, thank you, Mimi! That's definitely what I needed :3
I'm so happy she's back and nothing bad happened to her...
I also didn't have a lot of contact to her but I was worried as if she was a part of my family...
Who she is, actually. I noticed.

I'm lazy. I should actually name my blog 'I'm the laziest'. I should just make up a rule, right:

I have to post something on my blog AT LEAST once a week. Deal?

So recently I was in Corfu and it was beautiful ♥
Some pictures:





Loads of love ♥♥