Fade all Away~

I entered this poem in many contest and won a few of them..I hope you guys like it ^^

The birds sing songs of joy on another happy day,
as I sit alone and fade all away.
I hear no voices and no sound,
therefor my soul my be deep underground.
I have no friends to make me smile,
because they know I'll be cruel, even just for a while.
When people draw near, they suffer so,
so I tell them to forget me, and I make them go.
Im a deceiver, I give impressions,
of a very good friend that has no aggression.
Since I have betrayed so much trust,
I guess being alone in my world is a definite must.
As I sit down, I shed a tear,
through my own heart I have driven a spear.
But I've learn to embrace sadness and adjust,
so my vision of happiness has blown away like dust.
I love feeling sorrow on a long day,
as I sit alone and fade all away.
And as more people walk astray,
I sit alone and fade all away.
My world is slowly crumbling under my feet,
so if you wish to die, come take a seat.
Soon others will have had enough,
of me building my wall and trying to be tough.
But I am not, they don't know.
I have a sickness, It just doesn't show.
You may be close to me and healing my heart,
but out of all my sadness, there is still a part.
That is not fixed even to this day,
because it left my mind, and I watched it fade all away.

wow

i had to read it again

Thank you guys ^_^

sad but beautiful. no wonder it's won contests!! you are very talented