Am I?

Thursday, November 26, 2009

It's like there's two of me.


One that has been hurt a lot. She is scared of things and thinks she needs to fight for everything. She thinks that unless she dwells in the deepest parts of her soul the whole time, nobody will take her seriously. That when everybody likes what she does, she won't be respected.

She's a fighter.


And then there's this other one.


She has learned a lot. She is excited for things and knows that if she has the vision, everything is gonna happen the way it's supposed to. She has fun and people fall in love with her joy.


She's a lover.


It's like I'm holding my own hand, standing on a door step, not knowing if I should walk in this room or not. It's like I'm transforming into something else and I don't know if I'm loosing me or becoming a better me.Change is always scary but it's much more fun to be a lover than a fighter. At the end of the day, this is our one and only life. Our one and only time to be happy.


Don't be scared to transform. Don't let u hold u back from becoming the best u.


MUCH LOVE
xxx


k