-create it-

-create it-

i wanna create it
i wanna shake it
i wanna inflate it
i wanna break it

just gotta burn it down
im gonna tear it apart
just gotta make it drown
im gonna make it start

this is a riot
'n' i cannot deny it
you outta try it
i think you'll like it

im tearing it up 'n' im breaking it down
smash it up and throw it around
im smiling inside but im wearing a frown
break your face and take your crown

this is my life and do what i wanna
i hate your face and so does your momma
leave me alone cuz im not gonna
start it with you and your drama

is this fear or is this love
it's still you i think most of
is this hell or heaven above
get any closer and i think ill shove

i just wanna make it
lemme create it
or i might take it
but i still wont break it

(Pengin SkullGod)

here is a new one i just wrote literally seconds ago. it is true and has meaning. i feel like i try to show the best in myself but i feel as though i am constantly being scammed or led on to no end. i put my heart out in places desperate for so much as an insult and am ignored entirely. i feel bad because i feel like this will make some of you pity me which is not what i want someones pity make me feel the worst. im just gonna quit bitching now and post what i wrote and maybe you will enjoy it maybe you will ignore i dont think i care anymore.


rage rage against the dying of humanity
leaving and stinging throughout my sanity
i cant beleive their mindless obsession with vanity

my heart is sick with fury
my mind is lost in the flurry
thoughts flowing like mecury

can i find nooone new to trust
is there a point for me to even lust
my hope is crumbling into dust

im so tired of being alone
my mind sharp, cold, and dull as stone
all i feel is bitter to the bone

i am however, all but fallen
my heros hold me, stallin'
their integrity i hear it callin'

most present now for me is Kerli
for her i wake up early
and admire her so pearly

to be near her i fear is a dream
to be with her i dare not scheme
though to see her i might gleam

integrity love and unity
from my start i beleived these with impunity
only to find myself outcast from community

i have been alone for so long
beleiveing love would come to me for my name is strong
i should have been seeking all along

I think it's lovely that you showed your feelings like this. And I don't pity you; I think that you wrote about things that are frustrating or concerning to lots of people, even MoonChildren. Keep up the good poetry

thank you stargirl