Half faced hero

I wish people could see that I am in pain to.
I do try to fight. Hold my own.
Yeah everyone’s got a story to tell.
But what is mine?
I got nothing.
Only pain and sadness.
Fear and loneliness.
I fight the temptation to give up.
But I fight through it.
Life is like a dream I’ve never had.
Love is a feeling I’ll never feel.
I am just a robot in this human world.
My heart beats to a robotic harmony.
Well everyone else is able to be free.
I walk a thin line.
Between love and hate.
I want to see if I truly can be who everyone is.
Through my window glass eyes.
I see the world for all its lies.
I will find one day that I lived this life for nothing.
But when that day comes you all will be to late.
To save the half faced hero.
For the fate of everyone is the same.
The end will come for you and me.
Just like the stars that sparkle on the sea.
I will be with them.
Watching over everything like some sort of entity.
Seeing how the universe I helped
Fall to the deep depths of our souls.

(its an old poem I wrote its pretty much about being gifted and different)