Sunnech..!! :D

Well today I'm decided to create a blog.. I don't know how begin a blog, but well here I go..!!

Well my name is Ramon, but everybody call me Rogers (I love that call me that way), I'm from Mexico (Xalapa, Veracruz exactly..) I have 18 year old... I live with my parents (i think not for a lot)
This year I hope begin the school.. I need to go to the university..!!

I don't know what more say, well I'm gay (my parents hate it and hate me for that) I have a lot of troubles with my parents about this, but i don't care the only thing that matter is that I am happy and I'll be happy, my mom is a liar, she always lie me, always said that everybody don't love me, but I know that exist a lot of people that love me.. But it's fine..

This last week and this week I was a little thinkin, exist a kind of people that just care the pleasure and they don't care the feeling of someone else. I pass it in a situation like this, I don't regret for all the thing that I did it, because it was magic and special, but now I'm little confused because I don't know what I'll do, This person delete me of their life when he make a promise that he never do it.. but wrong he do it and so well, I don't know what to do 'cuz I wanna find him, but a part of me say me "Don't do it, you don't need him, you are more powerful that him, you are more young that him, You have a long life for coming, But you really feel something for him..? You really..? Wait the time is so much, the time is eternal and someday he can find you..!! "
But I think is just fool myself, but the last day I was so happy, now I'm bad, I don't cry cuz I can't but I feel like trash, just the people use you and later forget about you..!! Pero espero estar bien..!!

Yesterday I watched a movie and I love it one sentence "The fist step for the happiness is the most hard..!!" and I think about it, maybe it's part of this, maybe in the future I'll be so happy.. and later I watched the video and lyric of "All is Full of Love" by Björk..
I never saw it the lyric, when I see it wow my eyes open it, and I see the best thing something so special, I saw the Love personaly, wow It's so beautiful with her hair white, her awesome dress and her face oh my god full of magic, pretty and full of hope, She said me "I'm here for you, maybe you can't see me, but I'm here in your heart, just need trust in me, you are go for the good way, you have so much to give and Cesar love you, but he is not prepared to love yet.. He was pass for a big depress but he don't wanna hurt you, just he need time.. Wait babe, wait everything will be Ok..!!"
Wow when I hear the name of him, my heart beat too much, I think oh my god I'll be die here my heart can't support this but well I'm still live
But I don't know she looks so real, I'm crazy, I know but I don't think that she will a product of my mind.. She is so real..!!

Right now, I confused but I think that I need time too..!!
Today is sunny and are the 1.26 pm is so early yet..!!
I wanna see my friends and talk with they, I need their support..!!

In this moment I'm hear a song a great song I love it..!!
I will show you but it's no the right moment, maybe in a future..!!

Wow right now, I feel so alive, wow write this blog help me really..!! Wow how I could live without a blog hahaha

Well this is my first blog for a lot, well i have to go it's the lunch time.. yumy yumy..!!

* I'm so sorry for put this..!!
and I'm so sorry for my badly grammar, I'm beginner in the english (my english sucks..)

I'm sorry your parents reaction is what it is. Family shouldn't be hated or thought of in such a negative way, especially when it's their child. I'm happy at least another Native is on board here Well, for us... Mexicans are Native too since most of are descendants of Mayans. Fun facts at my most random time.... forgive me. There will always be someone who loves you for you. Don't worry about this person you speak of, there will always be a time when we think we need or deserve anothers attention. We all learn from experiences. Like this, it fits well in this situation. It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you could be real happy and healthy, strong and calm. Where do you go when you're alone, only the world knows. How do they live so happily while you're sad and broken down? The future is always worth looking forward to.

You know, sometimes we're so hard on ourselves and we don't really realize how strong we are and what our purpose is, how many lives we touch on a day-to-day basis. But, we all have a purpose and we all have a reason for being. You just have to stick it out to find out what that purpose is.

Bjork is amazing!!! Check out Possibly Maybe by her. My absolute favourite song. I love when she belts out "And I start to wonder, where is that love you promised me?! Where is it?!" Amazing.

Don't worry. If you need someone to talk to outside the influences around you, you can talk to me. I'm a great listener. I just love talking, I should have that checked out at some point...

English wasn't my first language either until I was about 7. I grew up speaking Lakota. Paha-Sapa Igmu aites.

this is so awesome that you did blog :*

awww you want to go to university.. this is so awesome... what do you want to study??

Rogers, your parents do horrible error!!!! Sexual preferences isn't important. The most important is your soul and heart.

Yes, this song Bjork is very magical. It will be in present for Kerli from Poland

You must fdo what you feel, what you feel that is the best for you.

If you want I'm here and on Facebook and we can talking, always!!!

I love you!!!

No dejes que el hecho que tus papas no acepten como eres te afecte...como tu dices...tu sabes quien eres y eres como eres y no te debes de poner triste....no hagas kso a lo que dice tu mama y me da gusto saber que sabes que hay gente que te quiere y te ama....
Tal vez ese chico como dijiste...no esta preparado para amar aun...pero si el siente algo muy fuerte por ti...ten por seguro que regresará....y si no...
sigue adelante...eres muy joven...vas a entrar a la universidad...tienes mucho camino por recorrer aun y a muchas personas nuevas por conocer...no te desesperes y verás como empezarán a llegar las cosas y serás feliz! animo=)
y Saludos!

alis18 wrote:No dejes que el hecho que tus papas no acepten como eres te afecte...como tu dices...tu sabes quien eres y eres como eres y no te debes de poner triste....no hagas kso a lo que dice tu mama y me da gusto saber que sabes que hay gente que te quiere y te ama....
Tal vez ese chico como dijiste...no esta preparado para amar aun...pero si el siente algo muy fuerte por ti...ten por seguro que regresará....y si no...
sigue adelante...eres muy joven...vas a entrar a la universidad...tienes mucho camino por recorrer aun y a muchas personas nuevas por conocer...no te desesperes y verás como empezarán a llegar las cosas y serás feliz! animo=)
y Saludos!

Hey now. Don't make me break out my Lakota to confuse ya'll too

*sends you love* I'm sorry to here that.Parents should't hate on you for that.Mybe they will come around in time.

KJ wrote:I'm sorry your parents reaction is what it is. Family shouldn't be hated or thought of in such a negative way, especially when it's their child. I'm happy at least another Native is on board here Well, for us... Mexicans are Native too since most of are descendants of Mayans. Fun facts at my most random time.... forgive me. There will always be someone who loves you for you. Don't worry about this person you speak of, there will always be a time when we think we need or deserve anothers attention. We all learn from experiences. Like this, it fits well in this situation. It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you could be real happy and healthy, strong and calm. Where do you go when you're alone, only the world knows. How do they live so happily while you're sad and broken down? The future is always worth looking forward to.

You know, sometimes we're so hard on ourselves and we don't really realize how strong we are and what our purpose is, how many lives we touch on a day-to-day basis. But, we all have a purpose and we all have a reason for being. You just have to stick it out to find out what that purpose is.

Bjork is amazing!!! Check out Possibly Maybe by her. My absolute favourite song. I love when she belts out "And I start to wonder, where is that love you promised me?! Where is it?!" Amazing.

Don't worry. If you need someone to talk to outside the influences around you, you can talk to me. I'm a great listener. I just love talking, I should have that checked out at some point...

English wasn't my first language either until I was about 7. I grew up speaking Lakota. Paha-Sapa Igmu aites.

Thank you so much.. hahaha well i'm mexican just for born here, but my mom is from US and my father well i dont know.. I'm living with my stepfather and mom..

thank you so much for your word, yeah everyone learn for our experiences..!!
and well about the guy well someday i'll find the love..!! and well it's sad cuz he just use me..!!
But i'm ok right now..!!
Thank you so much..!!
If you wanna talk you know that here i am.. When you wanna..!!
Thank you so much..!!

and what is it Paha-Sapa Igmu aites..? O.o?

KerliPoland wrote:this is so awesome that you did blog :*

awww you want to go to university.. this is so awesome... what do you want to study??

Rogers, your parents do horrible error!!!! Sexual preferences isn't important. The most important is your soul and heart.

Yes, this song Bjork is very magical. It will be in present for Kerli from Poland

You must fdo what you feel, what you feel that is the best for you.

If you want I'm here and on Facebook and we can talking, always!!!

I love you!!!

Thank you so much Natt..
Yes i wanna got ot university, I wanna study publicity..!! I think that I am good in that..!!

Yeah i think that they are wrong but well I have to life with that.. And well that make be more strong..!!

Yeah so magical.. Björk well she's awesome.. I cant believe that she make see the love in person wow that awesome..!!

Yeah I trying be happy our my way..!! And smile everyday.. even when i'm sad hahaha Thank you so much..!!

Yeah you know that we are in contac for facebook..!!
I love you too..!!

we all love and accept you the way you are!

and im glad you've decided to start a blog, i love getting to know all of you on ToL

i think you're extraordinary your philosophy in life and your thoughts. keep on being who you are

alis18 wrote:No dejes que el hecho que tus papas no acepten como eres te afecte...como tu dices...tu sabes quien eres y eres como eres y no te debes de poner triste....no hagas kso a lo que dice tu mama y me da gusto saber que sabes que hay gente que te quiere y te ama....
Tal vez ese chico como dijiste...no esta preparado para amar aun...pero si el siente algo muy fuerte por ti...ten por seguro que regresará....y si no...
sigue adelante...eres muy joven...vas a entrar a la universidad...tienes mucho camino por recorrer aun y a muchas personas nuevas por conocer...no te desesperes y verás como empezarán a llegar las cosas y serás feliz! animo=)
y Saludos!

Realmente no me afecta yo sabia desde que hace unos años atras que debia alejarme de ellos y pues asi no me lastimaria..!!
Bueno eso me dijo mi vision la verda no se si el sienta algo por mi pero lo que es seguro es que solo me utilizo, no le tengo resentimiento ni nada, porque realmente lo quiero, pero espero algun dia se de cuenta que no debe de hacer eso..!!
Si, se que tengo demaciado que recorrer tanto en estudios como en la vida, mucho que aprender mucho que disfrutar y si mucha gente que conocer..!!
De hecho me considero feliz, estos dias eh estado confundido y como eh estado enfermo pues eso me entristece pero se que debo sonreir aunque la situacion no lo amerite..!!

Muchas gracias por tus consejos y muchos saludos y un abrazo hahhaa <3

KJ wrote:
Hey now. Don't make me break out my Lakota to confuse ya'll too

omg hahahaha that will be so funny hahaha and well we can learn a other languages

butterflycry2010 wrote:*sends you love* I'm sorry to here that.Parents should't hate on you for that.Mybe they will come around in time.

Well i dont know if they need time, but they are taken a choice so wrong and well ever said me that i'm not normal... And well i dont care.. I'm happy like i am..!! Thank you so much..

mimi wrote:we all love and accept you the way you are!

and im glad you've decided to start a blog, i love getting to know all of you on ToL

i think you're extraordinary your philosophy in life and your thoughts. keep on being who you are

Thank you so much Mimi..!!

I think is a great choice do a blog for everyone know me and can learn about other contries (because i'll put about my country and pictures..)

Thank you so much..!! Yeah I'll be me for a long time.. It's all that I have, me..!! and of course a my dears moonchildrens..!!
Thank you so much..!!

Sunnech wrote:

KJ wrote:I'm sorry your parents reaction is what it is. Family shouldn't be hated or thought of in such a negative way, especially when it's their child. I'm happy at least another Native is on board here Well, for us... Mexicans are Native too since most of are descendants of Mayans. Fun facts at my most random time.... forgive me. There will always be someone who loves you for you. Don't worry about this person you speak of, there will always be a time when we think we need or deserve anothers attention. We all learn from experiences. Like this, it fits well in this situation. It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you could be real happy and healthy, strong and calm. Where do you go when you're alone, only the world knows. How do they live so happily while you're sad and broken down? The future is always worth looking forward to.

You know, sometimes we're so hard on ourselves and we don't really realize how strong we are and what our purpose is, how many lives we touch on a day-to-day basis. But, we all have a purpose and we all have a reason for being. You just have to stick it out to find out what that purpose is.

Bjork is amazing!!! Check out Possibly Maybe by her. My absolute favourite song. I love when she belts out "And I start to wonder, where is that love you promised me?! Where is it?!" Amazing.

Don't worry. If you need someone to talk to outside the influences around you, you can talk to me. I'm a great listener. I just love talking, I should have that checked out at some point...

English wasn't my first language either until I was about 7. I grew up speaking Lakota. Paha-Sapa Igmu aites.

Thank you so much.. hahaha well i'm mexican just for born here, but my mom is from US and my father well i dont know.. I'm living with my stepfather and mom..

thank you so much for your word, yeah everyone learn for our experiences..!!
and well about the guy well someday i'll find the love..!! and well it's sad cuz he just use me..!!
But i'm ok right now..!!
Thank you so much..!!
If you wanna talk you know that here i am.. When you wanna..!!
Thank you so much..!!

and what is it Paha-Sapa Igmu aites..? O.o?

Your welcome There's always going to be an annoying chunch who just uses people. Glad you're better Absolutely -- if you want to chat, add me on MSN. My deal should be under my profile thinger ha. I forgot. Paha Sapa Igmu Aites means Black Hills where the cat roams. I live in South Dakota and there's this black panther or something roaming the hills. I just call it that heh. But yeah. We call them the Sacred Black Hills since our ancestors are buried in unmarked graves out there. Just some history info

Tal vez es eso...muchas veces hay momentos en los que estamos como tristes
y no sabemos porque....como que no seee nos deprimimos x cosas...
es normal...creo
tal vez luego t sientas mjor=)
qe bien qe eres feliz!

Sunnech wrote:

KerliPoland wrote:this is so awesome that you did blog :*

awww you want to go to university.. this is so awesome... what do you want to study??

Rogers, your parents do horrible error!!!! Sexual preferences isn't important. The most important is your soul and heart.

Yes, this song Bjork is very magical. It will be in present for Kerli from Poland

You must fdo what you feel, what you feel that is the best for you.

If you want I'm here and on Facebook and we can talking, always!!!

I love you!!!

Thank you so much Natt..
Yes i wanna got ot university, I wanna study publicity..!! I think that I am good in that..!!

Yeah i think that they are wrong but well I have to life with that.. And well that make be more strong..!!

Yeah so magical.. Björk well she's awesome.. I cant believe that she make see the love in person wow that awesome..!!

Yeah I trying be happy our my way..!! And smile everyday.. even when i'm sad hahaha Thank you so much..!!

Yeah you know that we are in contac for facebook..!!
I love you too..!!

aww publicity is very interesting.
you're awesome person <3

KJ wrote:

Sunnech wrote:

KJ wrote:I'm sorry your parents reaction is what it is. Family shouldn't be hated or thought of in such a negative way, especially when it's their child. I'm happy at least another Native is on board here Well, for us... Mexicans are Native too since most of are descendants of Mayans. Fun facts at my most random time.... forgive me. There will always be someone who loves you for you. Don't worry about this person you speak of, there will always be a time when we think we need or deserve anothers attention. We all learn from experiences. Like this, it fits well in this situation. It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you could be real happy and healthy, strong and calm. Where do you go when you're alone, only the world knows. How do they live so happily while you're sad and broken down? The future is always worth looking forward to.

You know, sometimes we're so hard on ourselves and we don't really realize how strong we are and what our purpose is, how many lives we touch on a day-to-day basis. But, we all have a purpose and we all have a reason for being. You just have to stick it out to find out what that purpose is.

Bjork is amazing!!! Check out Possibly Maybe by her. My absolute favourite song. I love when she belts out "And I start to wonder, where is that love you promised me?! Where is it?!" Amazing.

Don't worry. If you need someone to talk to outside the influences around you, you can talk to me. I'm a great listener. I just love talking, I should have that checked out at some point...

English wasn't my first language either until I was about 7. I grew up speaking Lakota. Paha-Sapa Igmu aites.

Thank you so much.. hahaha well i'm mexican just for born here, but my mom is from US and my father well i dont know.. I'm living with my stepfather and mom..

thank you so much for your word, yeah everyone learn for our experiences..!!
and well about the guy well someday i'll find the love..!! and well it's sad cuz he just use me..!!
But i'm ok right now..!!
Thank you so much..!!
If you wanna talk you know that here i am.. When you wanna..!!
Thank you so much..!!

and what is it Paha-Sapa Igmu aites..? O.o?

Your welcome There's always going to be an annoying chunch who just uses people. Glad you're better Absolutely -- if you want to chat, add me on MSN. My deal should be under my profile thinger ha. I forgot. Paha Sapa Igmu Aites means Black Hills where the cat roams. I live in South Dakota and there's this black panther or something roaming the hills. I just call it that heh. But yeah. We call them the Sacred Black Hills since our ancestors are buried in unmarked graves out there. Just some history info

Ok. I'll add you in MSN
omg your history sound so great.. wow you can tell me more, I like the history of other cultures and wow a black panther it's awesome..!!

alis18 wrote:Tal vez es eso...muchas veces hay momentos en los que estamos como tristes
y no sabemos porque....como que no seee nos deprimimos x cosas...
es normal...creo
tal vez luego t sientas mjor=)
qe bien qe eres feliz!

si la verda hoy me siento muy bien
y pues si siento que como que es normal sentirce en ciertos dias como tristeza, pero pues luego se te pasa

Muchas gracias..!!

KerliPoland wrote:

aww publicity is very interesting.
you're awesome person <3

Thank you so much Natt..!!

Sunnech wrote:
Ok. I'll add you in MSN
omg your history sound so great.. wow you can tell me more, I like the history of other cultures and wow a black panther it's awesome..!!

Awesome. I'm usually on MSN messenger all day ha. Just leave it on. It's my mobile phone of the computer basically I'll gladly tell you about our peoples history. Well i don't relaly know if it's a black panther, I just dubbed it that cause it's pitch black cat

February 1, 2011

Today is a sunny day, and well I feel so good (except for I have flu ahh I hate it..)
Right now I'm in my job, I'm bored and well I wanna share you the thing that I found today well I think the mostly of we know about of Invader Zim, well i found this picture it Bloody Gir,


when I see it, I thing ahh great he look so awesome, but I looking for the history I find that this picture appears in the cartoon, like sublimal message.
When I saw it I was so surprised, I dont know what means but the cartoon it's so bizarre and something creepy.
But I love it..!! I wanna know what meas Bloody Gir, because i dont think is just for fun put it in the cartoon, I think there's something else in him..!!

KJ wrote:

Sunnech wrote:
Ok. I'll add you in MSN
omg your history sound so great.. wow you can tell me more, I like the history of other cultures and wow a black panther it's awesome..!!

Awesome. I'm usually on MSN messenger all day ha. Just leave it on. It's my mobile phone of the computer basically I'll gladly tell you about our peoples history. Well i don't relaly know if it's a black panther, I just dubbed it that cause it's pitch black cat

hahaha me too..!! I'm in the computer all the day.. I'll be more blind that i am..!!
well a black cat it awesome, well tell me its' like something magical.. or something like that...?

awww sunny day.. I want it..
I'm sorry that you have a flu. I hope that is soon will be better. Must be because you are Rogers!!!!
I think the same like you about this photo

KerliPoland wrote:awww sunny day.. I want it..
I'm sorry that you have a flu. I hope that is soon will be better. Must be because you are Rogers!!!!
I think the same like you about this photo

Thank you Natt..!!
Well i dont understand the part of "Must be because you are Rogers"
hahah yeah it's a great picture..!!

I just wanted to say that...always be who you are.
keep on shining!

Sunnech wrote:

KerliPoland wrote:awww sunny day.. I want it..
I'm sorry that you have a flu. I hope that is soon will be better. Must be because you are Rogers!!!!
I think the same like you about this photo

Thank you Natt..!!
Well i dont understand the part of "Must be because you are Rogers"
hahah yeah it's a great picture..!!

now, I explain you....

because you are Rogers- you are very strong and awesome person!!!

Rogers! Nos reunimos de nuevo
Sí, escribir es algo mágico y liberador! Me encantó tu blog, puedo aprender más acerca de usted y le ayudará a través de lo que está haciendo daño... Es increíble.
Tuve un montón de cosas que contar, pero quiero ir tranquilamente.
En primer lugar, Björk es absolutamente magnífica. All is Full of Love es una de las canciones más importantes de mi vida.

Yo también quiero ir a la universidad pronto, hacen cinco años qué yo quiero estudiar psicología (primero tengo que terminar la escuela secundaria, obviamente, está casi terminado).
Me encanta ver el comportamiento, tratar con la gente, ser capaces de ayudarles a sus sentimientos y hablar de guiarlos a la felicidad. Me encanta estudiar las relaciones entre padres e hijos en la sociedad. Quiero profundizar en ella. Deseo que podría tocar las familias y demostrar que es tan importante el respeto y la comprensión para la formación de personas dignas, sin importar orientación sexual, físico o gustos personales. La libertad de la libre voluntad es una cosa maravillosa, nadie puede impedir que seamos lo que somos a pensar la manera de pensar, de sentir lo que sentimos. Esto pertenece a nosotros. Es lo que nos hace valiosos.

Tu eres iluminado Rogers, Stay Golden <3

i never thought the bloody gir could hold a sublimital message, that gets me thinkin

i still love gir though

Liisu wrote:I just wanted to say that...always be who you are.
keep on shining!

Thank you so much Liisu.!! I'm trying, i dont want that nothing and no one change me..!!

aline4away wrote:Rogers! Nos reunimos de nuevo
Sí, escribir es algo mágico y liberador! Me encantó tu blog, puedo aprender más acerca de usted y le ayudará a través de lo que está haciendo daño... Es increíble.
Tuve un montón de cosas que contar, pero quiero ir tranquilamente.
En primer lugar, Björk es absolutamente magnífica. All is Full of Love es una de las canciones más importantes de mi vida.

Yo también quiero ir a la universidad pronto, hacen cinco años qué yo quiero estudiar psicología (primero tengo que terminar la escuela secundaria, obviamente, está casi terminado).
Me encanta ver el comportamiento, tratar con la gente, ser capaces de ayudarles a sus sentimientos y hablar de guiarlos a la felicidad. Me encanta estudiar las relaciones entre padres e hijos en la sociedad. Quiero profundizar en ella. Deseo que podría tocar las familias y demostrar que es tan importante el respeto y la comprensión para la formación de personas dignas, sin importar orientación sexual, físico o gustos personales. La libertad de la libre voluntad es una cosa maravillosa, nadie puede impedir que seamos lo que somos a pensar la manera de pensar, de sentir lo que sentimos. Esto pertenece a nosotros. Es lo que nos hace valiosos.

Tu eres iluminado Rogers, Stay Golden <3

hahaha gracias..!!
Primero que nada pues mucha suerte en la secundaria, sigue adelante tienes una gran vida por venir, muchas cosas que disfrutar, eres joven (tambien yo, pero ya no tanto..) y pues como joven diviertete y disfruta pero todo con responsabilidad..!!
Me alegra que quieras estudiar psicologia, me encanta el compartomiento humano, un tiempo un amigo mio que es psicologo me enseño muchas cosas, que ahora me sirven para poder entender a las personas y las acciones de ellas, también me ayuda a ver y tener una idea de como es esa persona..!! ya que eh conocido gente y el ver sus gesto y ademanes y la manera en la que que hablan te dicen como son, eh tratdo con gente timida, extrovertida y con muchas personas que solo quieren utilizarte..!!
Pero adelante sigue y veras que seras una gran psicologa..!! <3

Y tienes razón nadie puede impedirnos ser lo que somos..!! somos como queremos ser y como las ciercunstancias nos permiten ser en cierto sentido, ya que la gente debe ser tolerante y aceptar las diferencias de opiniones, de pensar y de gustos..!!

Gracias..!! Y mucha suerte..!!

LightThruDarkness wrote:i never thought the bloody gir could hold a sublimital message, that gets me thinkin

i still love gir though

me too..!! but well i think that it's so awesome.. I love gir..!! <3

hope you both get the people of ur dreams!

haha

butterflycry2010 wrote:hope you both get the people of ur dreams!

ahh thnak you so much..!! I hope too..!!

LightThruDarkness wrote:haha

hahaha for you too..!!

Rogers cuando una persona es para ti lo va ser asta k dios lo diga. muchas veces vemos el alejamiento d personas cmo un castigo, pero no lo veas asi esa persona entro en tu vida para ensenarte algo. cuando es tiempo vas a entender k es. por tu mama no te apures k por eso estamos aki para ayudarnos. yo se k duele k le digan a uno cosas asi a mi tambien me desian cosas (no soy gay,pera admiro tu honestidad). k estes bien y ojala encuentres la persona k es para ti. pero no te desesperes k todo viene a su tiempo.

14 february 2011

Well, I have a lot that I not write in my blog and I've been through a lot these days like emotional day, random days hahaha and smiley days.. Right Now are the 11.59 am... almost 12.00 pm hahaha it's a sunny day..!! and I feel so tired, but I'm smiling..!!

well the 1 february, the guy appeared and he talk to me..!! Well, I was so nervous and I was shaking so much, and well in resume He told me that he comeback with ex (now it's him bf or something like that hahaha ) and well that day I was so sad , but with the support from my friends I'm here again, but i was thinking in the things that he told me and I'm so grateful that he told me this, and well I read the conversation again and wow it's awesome and well I found a lot a special things and the only thing that I can say about him it's He is awesome..!!

well change of theme...!!

RANDOM TIME

Today it's 14, Valentine's Day..!!
and well i wanna wish all of you a great day..!!
Happy Valentine's day..!!

change of theme again hahhaha

well i dont know that tell you, i have a lot of thinking in my mind, ahh well, begin for one I'm crazy hahaha, well I'm working in a lot of stuff, like a video (for someone special..), other video for my sister Amanda, I'm trying to do a intrumental from Dragonfly, but it's so hard I cant removed the voice without change the sound u.u (but I'll still trying), and I'm making pictures, and try to find the correct fonts for that pictures..!!

I wanna go to the cinema but i dont have nobody that wanna go with me, besides it is Valentine's day and be full of couples in love ..! ¬¬
hahaha and i dont wanna go alone, it's so sad and ahh this day you see a lot of things in the cinema, damn..!! One time I saw a couple ewwww not i cant say it..!! ewwww

well i dont have something more to say , just that I'm alone in Valentin, my friends are in the school, i dont have bf..!! ahh damn..!!
hahaha well rigth now i'm writing a poem, I have a lot, but someday i'll be post it, but i need translate it, it's hard because i dont wanna that the poems lose the feelings..!! But right now i have a lot of things to do..!! and i wanna sleep..!! f*ck..!!
i have like a one hour here trying to write this but I lost my mind for a minutes and later comeback..!! hahha but well this is the end of my blog today, i have a lot of thing to tell you but in this moment i cant haha maybe later..!!

.. well enjoy the day and have fun ..!!

hahaha making friends..!!

FullMoon_LH wrote:Rogers cuando una persona es para ti lo va ser asta k dios lo diga. muchas veces vemos el alejamiento d personas cmo un castigo, pero no lo veas asi esa persona entro en tu vida para ensenarte algo. cuando es tiempo vas a entender k es. por tu mama no te apures k por eso estamos aki para ayudarnos. yo se k duele k le digan a uno cosas asi a mi tambien me desian cosas (no soy gay,pera admiro tu honestidad). k estes bien y ojala encuentres la persona k es para ti. pero no te desesperes k todo viene a su tiempo.

hahaha muchas gracias..!!
Pues si eso eh intendao pensar en que por algo entro a mi vida y estoy agragdecido por eso..!! Y pues sobre mi mama pues siento que no me afecta ya, porque pues mi mama ah hecho cosas malas y muy malas, pero no me deprimo por eso hahhaa
Pues muchas gracias por tu apoyo, y si se que en un futuro no muy lejano encontrare a alguien hahaha muchas gracias enserio..!!
Ya sabes que tambien estamos para ayudarte.. Gracias..!!

me da gusto que hayas mejorado=) y que al final aunque te sentiste triste pudiste ver que el chico es bueno.....eso es bueno..no le tienes rencor!

Hey, don't be sad.....i'm alone too...but what can i do? just enjoy the day by myself=)
I love the picture=)))
Well...i'm glad you're right....i send u hugs and love! <3
greetings!

Aww i was bit grumpy about being single on valentines aswell but it happily went over, we celebrated being single with my friends at school in the end haha
The right one will come by you one day so no worries <3

alis18 wrote:me da gusto que hayas mejorado=) y que al final aunque te sentiste triste pudiste ver que el chico es bueno.....eso es bueno..no le tienes rencor!

Hey, don't be sad.....i'm alone too...but what can i do? just enjoy the day by myself=)
I love the picture=)))
Well...i'm glad you're right....i send u hugs and love! <3
greetings!

No, no le tengo rencor es una gran persona, porque penso en decirme las cosas para que no lo tomara a mal..!!
hahaha yeah I'm enjoying the day hahaha it's funny see the flower and that stuff hahaha
thank you for you're hugs and love..!!
I send you my hugs a kiss, and all the love.. Thank you so much..!! ♥

Ene wrote:Aww i was bit grumpy about being single on valentines aswell but it happily went over, we celebrated being single with my friends at school in the end haha
The right one will come by you one day so no worries <3

hahaha now i see that i'm not the only one..!! Yeah my too in the very soon i'll be celebrated with friends..!!
hahaha the right one will come for us Ene, for us..!! hahahha just we need be patien..!!
hahhaa happy Valentine's Day with friends hahaha

Sunnech, please don't worry about this guy. This is very good that you have an awesome friends adnd they support you. Remember, I love you. And I'm in Poland but all time I will be support you.
I want to go to cinema with you Valentine's Day isn;t important. This is only day....commercial day. true is that valentine's are all time when we life in ours heart. We love all life....not one day.
I hope that I will be can read your poem.

Besos desde Polonia

I follow you on Twitter but I think that this your accunt... in the proposals I had you and Lady Gaga

I am not understanding the parents these days. I am not at all.
How they could be so ashamed. Ashamed of what? We are STILL their children!
It's illogical. But the beautiful thing here? The beautiful thing in being hurt?
We can take what others have done to us, and make it our mission in life to never hurt another human being in such ways. We can show all the love and the respect to the decent human beings that deserve it. As for this guy, at least you're breathing yeah? Love will come again. It's not fun to hear, doesn't help the sadness. But you'll get over him, and give of yourself to someone who deserves it and will give of himself in return. You seem like you've much love to give. Never let the harsh words and actions of others dampen that fire inside you. As long as you keep glowing, keep loving, you can be a beacon to other's. Love saves.

wolfeh wrote:I am not understanding the parents these days. I am not at all.
How they could be so ashamed. Ashamed of what? We are STILL their children!
It's illogical. But the beautiful thing here? The beautiful thing in being hurt?
We can take what others have done to us, and make it our mission in life to never hurt another human being in such ways. We can show all the love and the respect to the decent human beings that deserve it. As for this guy, at least you're breathing yeah? Love will come again. It's not fun to hear, doesn't help the sadness. But you'll get over him, and give of yourself to someone who deserves it and will give of himself in return. You seem like you've much love to give. Never let the harsh words and actions of others dampen that fire inside you. As long as you keep glowing, keep loving, you can be a beacon to other's. Love saves.

Now and then I realize words cheer me and agree with them if maybe the parents do not realize they do but when they have committed the errors that you repent eh seen in my breast, she let go and two of my sisters and now regrets, but good that help me be stronger and more by myself, about love, if you ever hahahah me, and it will be something really magical, worse when I express love, something I can offer and try to help in what little I can to others, it is not easy, but very good show, people get better with you and learn to see life differently and the beauty in it there .. !
I agree much with you and I am happy to give me words of support, I used way too much and I appreciate, thank you very much Wolfeh thanks, and well you know you have a friend to count on ..! Do not hesitate to lose ..!

and well, very soon i'll do something for mi blog..!! hahaha I know, I have a lot of time without write in it..!! but very soon, this last week are so awesome, and wow I learned so much..!!

Well if I understand you right, it sounds like maybe things are a little better? I certainly hope so. ^-^ Is any of your other family supportive of you? & yeah, there is so much beauty in life that you don't appreciate until you've seen the ugly in life. Really makes those sweet moments so much sweeter. & thank you so much! Feel free to count on me too! ^-^

Get to writing with that blog boy!

Thank you so much..!!
Yeah everything goes fine, more that I can wish, well my family my brothers and sisters they give me support like my aunt, but well they are in other city, but that's no problem..!! and yeah when you see that the ugly in this world you can see the beaty that exist and all the love that there are (well no all the people have love) Yeah, thank you so much to you, for give me support and that sweet words..!!

And well I'm working on it, hahaha I want finish it before of 10th April..^^

Remember, that you are so good person, and you deserve for all what is the better. You aren't alone because you have me and an awesome family on TOL.


aaawww 10 th April... q emocion!!!!!!!!!!