For Better or For Worse

Does anyone here have a Tumblr?
Yay for overreaction on my part...woooot

But I will be posting some other things into this blog thread from my Tumblr, like the favorite poems I posted and maybe some images. Not entire postive on that.

Cause even though I have it on there, I want to share them on here.

I wish that when I have my own house, I want to have 1940s styled Yule. Where the holiday music is marvelous, Old fashioned cooking and music fills the air. Old holiday cartoons playing on the telly. With a rustic decorated tree placed in the den a few feet from a beautiful fire. I have a vision and a wish for a 1940s Yule, and I shall make it happen when Darren & I get a house together. | I.L.U |

merry christmas to you too.

Ok, completely redid my Tumblr.
By the way, who has one? I must know.
http://fborfw.tumblr.com/

the link is to mine. and the Facebook page on my Tumblr is a page I have created for Moonchildren in the US. So by all means, like it.
I am still working on those Promo Banners, I am hoping that they will get done tomorrow. Trying to grab images and making them suit the promo and the design is tough. In my view it is.

Anyway. Check out my Tumblr, follow me if you want and I will follow right back. And hey if you want, then you can also add me on Facebook if you want. I wouldn't mind having fellow Moonchildren on my friends list, grab some good conversation and become friends.
You can find me on the Moonchildren of the United States page as Aubrie LaChance. Anyhow, still very much pulling all I can into spreading I.L.U and Kerli's talent.

Much love everyone!

Everything hurts so much right now. The weekend went from wonderful to shit in 6 seconds flat.

I lost my grandfather
My boyfriend is at risk of losing his son cause of his brother
and I am worried about him going to the hospital if he has another terrible panic attack

I wish these brick have never fallen on me,
I want my grandfather back
I want happiness back.

I hurt alot and I cant doing anything but cry

I'm so sorry. Crying help you. You must be strenght now :* I hope that will be better :*

be strong. everything goes better. there can't be only bad times, you'll get through it. keep your head up high.

I know how you feel... in 6 months I lost both my grandfathers my (ex) fiance', the kid I was preg with, my best friend and a lot of my other friends, and my sanity. my Grandpa was my dad and mom in life it hurt so bad I was lost for weeks but my advice is it gets better you gotta keep your head up no matter the pain. no matter the hurt. you just have to. it's what makes us human. we have to fight. I believe in you <3 and your not alone.

Thank you guys.
And Katt I am sorry to hear that,

Well, never going to use Tumblr again.
Aparently someone decided to think that they knew me and everything about me and assumed it right to put me on this website that supposedly exposes fakes on the internet. So I am back to Livejournal it seems. Where privacy is a must.

Nobody can do anything now, I deleted everything. I had a bad feeling. But I kept with Tumblr.

http://youreexposed.com/fborfw
No more, no more. I didnt do anything to deserve any of this.

Bricks keep falling...but am I not stepping to the side of them?


A vile site that I absolutely despize.
Now that I know that it exists.
I am so pissed off now.

It is a silly question to ask, but I wont get any of this treatment on here will I? I dont know what to trust anymore.

Ok, now that that was all settled.
I love the new layout!
It's bright, it's pink, I love it! It's so cute.

yes, new layout is awesome. Mimi and Tyler did awesome work

Noone's gonna treat u like shit on here. and if they do, u come to me and ill deal with the bullies.
that is like one thing i can not stand. we've all probably been bullied at some stage in our lives, including me, so if i can help it, i dont wanna see any of it.

Yeah the new layout is so cute hehe and Livejournal is awesome I have that and a facebook so I know what you mean but no worries life will get better it has to <3

Noone's gonna treat u like shit on here. and if they do, u come to me and ill deal with the bullies.
that is like one thing i can not stand. we've all probably been bullied at some stage in our lives, including me, so if i can help it, i dont wanna see any of it.

Thanks, and Yah, I have been bullied all my life outside of the house by kids until high school started.

Yeah the new layout is so cute hehe and Livejournal is awesome I have that and a facebook so I know what you mean but no worries life will get better it has to <3

Agreed, yah I redid my LJ and I ended up going back to Tumblr.
06032009.tumblr.com

I have a post somewhere explaining why I went on a deletion freak out:
http://06032009.tumblr.com/post/2715201132/old-face-new-tumblr
Trust me, lol, I never felt more like an idiot. XP

yes, new layout is awesome. Mimi and Tyler did awesome work

I absolutely agree

So I have been getting back into my Haiku writing habbits.
I might post some of them here on my TOL Blog.

A page fool of them, so far, heh.

I know I don't go on that much, only enough to log on and post where I usually do. But just wanted to give note that I wont be on for a little while. Will be on to send the video for the project of Kerli's present, but I am a week and a half away from my second semester of college and I need to start getting ready. Including studying.

Might pop in once in a blue moon till I have time to be on for a decent amount of time. But that is it.


I.L.U.

AloisiaAyalaRoseWater wrote:Well, never going to use Tumblr again.
Aparently someone decided to think that they knew me and everything about me and assumed it right to put me on this website that supposedly exposes fakes on the internet. So I am back to Livejournal it seems. Where privacy is a must.

Nobody can do anything now, I deleted everything. I had a bad feeling. But I kept with Tumblr.

http://youreexposed.com/fborfw
No more, no more. I didnt do anything to deserve any of this.

Bricks keep falling...but am I not stepping to the side of them?


A vile site that I absolutely despize.
Now that I know that it exists.
I am so pissed off now.

Sorry I just stated reading your blog so a little belated but you should know that whole 'exposed' thing was someone hacking and spamming accounts, most people got it, I did and so did the 2 member groups I'm a part of.

And I'm kinda jealous that your still on break I went back the 10th

Yah my boyfriend told me it was all fake and that I went on a deletion spree for no reason. But my first time experiencing something like that, so I honestly didnt know how to react. Lol

And I go back on the 24th for my second semester. Thank goodness for night classes lol
We had about 4-5 weeks off between the end of 1st and beginning of second, it feels like summer only with tons of snow o.o

Though I did admit my stupidity on a previous post since you started to read my blog:

http://06032009.tumblr.com/post/2715201132/old-face-new-tumblr
Trust me, lol, I never felt more like an idiot. XP

I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW I CAN BURST.

Haha

I have not been on here in a long long time.
I miss everyone here :3

How is everyone?

HIII!
i just replied to your comment to my hairclips and i thought - SHE'S BACK! its always so nice to see older users coming back, like welcoming an old friend.

how have u been? how did your school work go?

Hiii!
I saw. They really are cute :3
Yah I've been busy.
Job bouncing cause no one wants to train a Newbie.
So I ended up landing a job at Dunkin Donuts pushing iced coffee's for picky people lol.
The school work ended up a bust.
Im still in a financial ditch so I had to drop out of College.
Bummer, but I am going back in a few years once Im on my feet.
Still a happy camper none the less.

How are you?



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Im also psyched right now cause I finally obtained an iTunes card to purchase a bunch of remixes of Army of Love. And the original song itself.
Been dancin in my seat. Haha

So I have work tomorrow night.
And my check comes in tomorrow. Not going to have enough to pay certain things. But Ill manage, its going to be low cause I let people cover for me yesterday and today.
And I only work four days out of the week.
So I am working tomorrow (technically tonight) night, and Friday morning to afternoon.
Its not bad, cause you can have all the free food and coffee while working, but it could be better.
I kind of like being out of school, I have a lot less stress.
The only stress I deal with is work and finances and that is practically it.
That and trying to see the boyfriend. Which dulled down to once a torturing month cause both of us are tight on cash and I have no license yet.
So I miss him a lot. And long for his kisses and embraces and to look at him in person.
But I am doing the best I can.
I spend my days now just wondering about, cleaning, working, and blah blah blah.
Im a lot more tired now than I ever was. Working at Dunkin Donuts really kills your will to stay energetic.
But I try to manage.
I am a lot less shy though.
Because of working there, I have gotten far better at public communication.
Which is a damn good plus.

Im tired. I need to pass out!

Love you all!
ILU

YAY! Mimi just made my day
Thank you!!!!!!!!

So I have to go to work in an hour
But I am happy about that.
Imma look all cute.
See me in my pic above my new username?
Im keeping the pink and the buns in the back of my head with the flowers attachted to it. YAY!

PhoenixLlewellyn wrote:YAY! Mimi just made my day
Thank you!!!!!!!!

i made your day? THAT just made my day!
U know, i know what its like not to get a job (or a proper one) Ive never had a paid job but ive done shit loads of volunteering from helping old people to walking dogs and baking cupcakes to raise money for nepal. and nobody seems to take that into consideration. They're either like 'oh well because u didnt get paid you probably didn't put so much effort in it'. and it makes me so frustrated because people who say that have probably NEVER volunteered in their life.
and money problems - been there .. well still am here! i had to take a loan of £3375 which is over $5000 to actually GO to university (or college to you) and that is only for one year! its crazy but im going with what my friend told me - you'll be in debt most of your life.. why not be in debt for something you really want to do haha

AND im feeling like pimping myself up today as well! My hair - inspired by you make up.. sweet and simple lol

AND im feeling like pimping myself up today as well! My hair - inspired by you make up.. sweet and simple lol

Hehe, I bet you look adorable :3

And yes, you made my day, you changed my username for me

U know, i know what its like not to get a job (or a proper one) Ive never had a paid job but ive done shit loads of volunteering from helping old people to walking dogs and baking cupcakes to raise money for nepal. and nobody seems to take that into consideration. They're either like 'oh well because u didnt get paid you probably didn't put so much effort in it'. and it makes me so frustrated because people who say that have probably NEVER volunteered in their life.
and money problems - been there .. well still am here! i had to take a loan of £3375 which is over $5000 to actually GO to university (or college to you) and that is only for one year! its crazy but im going with what my friend told me - you'll be in debt most of your life.. why not be in debt for something you really want to do haha

Yah, it took me four years to land a job. the first one was at my mothers work. they screwed me over after a month. second job screwed me over while I was training no less and said it was cause of mistakes, theyre idiots. And then I ended up a job at Dunkin Donuts pushing iced coffees to finicky people with impatients, and this desease they all have called rudeness. We had an old lady come to drive-thru and yell at us just cause we were out of a product and wouldnt price her new decision the same as what we ran out of and we cant do that. she just wouldnt get it through her head. and its not our fault if we dont have it or cant do a certain transaction.
And thats lame, they should consider your volunteerment cause thats the kind of thing that SHOULD get you a job.
As for school, youre only paying like 2K more than I am for college (Im just going by USD) cause I have to pay back 3K for my only year attending college. and its community college no less, i should pay a lot less.

I just Kerli-fied my Tumblr.

Okay, I wonna add a lot of you on my facebook.
I want fellow Moonchildren

https://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100002186095351

Pwease add me?