I feel like Im being born

by mimi Thu Jun 10, 2010 7:52 am

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I feel like I'm being born.
It hurts so much.
Feels like I'm being pushed towards the light through a really narrow tunnel with spikes on the walls. When my movement, my actions, my words and my thoughts aren't focused on the light, It's really painful.
I still get stuck.
It's hard to leave the warm darkness even though I know there's a whole world out there for me to experience. For me to help change. Like many of us came to help with the change.
There's a world full of beauty. Sunlight.
I am looking forward to being born. It's exciting but I also realize i gotta work extra hard now to get through the tunnel. There is no room for doubts as every negative thought manifests instantly and pushes me towards the spikes on the walls, just slowing down the journey to the light.
I think I'm scared.
I'm so scared.
and so alone.
The only thing making me less scared is trust.
When I ask for help, i will always be helped.
And when I trust that I will be helped, I have gotten much closer to the light than I was before.

TRUST....

Love u
k