What are you thinking?

It's been on youtube for weeks, of course people already have it!

That is just a shame. If people can afford it. They should pay for it.

I just want to share with you all how much I am happy. Things were never better. It all seems like a dream, and I am scared because I don't want to wake up.
I love you all so much. <3

This girl on FB got pissed at me for no reason at all.
I dislike drama queens. People who just use the internet to whine & complain about shit. Not the place to gain attention/

 

TanyaMinxy wrote:I just want to share with you all how much I am happy. Things were never better. It all seems like a dream, and I am scared because I don't want to wake up.
I love you all so much. <3

Hearing that makes me happy <3 and I feel the same way and once I said I am scared to be this happy because I'm scared if I allow myself then it will all automatically go. I allowed and it didn't. So be happy without feeling guilty about it!

11 days til I'm home!!!!

so.. not sure if anyone remembers but I complained how a guy I liked OFCOURSE didn't like me back...

well I was wrong. we're dating for over a month now ^^ yay <3

happy for you

good for you.
i need to stop my bad habit of procrastinating, been doing that a lot and it needs to stop.

I feel sorry for the children next door. The mother is always screaming & yelling at them. At the same time they seem so bratty.That what happens when children get everything they want.

TanyaMinxy wrote:I just want to share with you all how much I am happy. Things were never better. It all seems like a dream, and I am scared because I don't want to wake up.
I love you all so much. <3

NocturnDrops wrote:so.. not sure if anyone remembers but I complained how a guy I liked OFCOURSE didn't like me back...

well I was wrong. we're dating for over a month now ^^ yay <3

I'm so happy for both of you! Glad things are going well for you both. It's so lovely to me to hear when others are happy

random thought atm: too bad tol doesn't have a phone app so i don't have to log into it everytime on my phone. lol! i'm lazy and tired atm, just got off work. that's my random thought of the day.

38 degrees

Have a great day you all

I'm so happy for you Tanja and NocturnDrops! =^.^=

mimi wrote:Its 11.36 pm and I have pretty much just got home from work. we had the dress rehearsal today and apart from a few blips it went really well.

i almost cried in the auditorium whilst watching it because i suddenly realised (again) what a HUGE deal this internship is for me. i was looking at the actors who i have admired for a long time, sitting in the NATIONAL theatre of Ireland watching a show that the public can't even see yet. i felt, so very, privileged.

Look at yourself, you're just a wee baby girl and you've already done so much :) I on the other hand, have trouble vacuuming once a week... Well, each to their own. I'm just proud of you ^_^
I just called the admin a baby, teehee.

DarkMoon wrote:i need to stop my bad habit of procrastinating, been doing that a lot and it needs to stop.

Ikr... I've been doing that for years. ALWAYS, maybe. I can't remember when I have been actually on time with doing something xD So yeah, QUIT IT WHILE YOU STILL CAN!


Duhh... I haven't been doing anything, no surprise there :D Just thinking a lot. Thinking about painting, thinking about working out, thinking about going for a walk... But I don't, I always come up with an excuse... I feel like crap in this heat. Bloated and tired ;_; I put the PRO in procrastination! ehhehee...

I don't think procrastination is something people can choose. It just kinda happens. Personally I'm quite a scheduled person

Street Halo wrote:I don't think procrastination is something people can choose. It just kinda happens. Personally I'm quite a scheduled person

It's a bad habit, mostly, so you have to learn away from it. Unless you're depressed as well, you're gonna need a different approach, then ^_^ But it is basically a choice, either you do something now or leave it for later. I tend to leave it for... next month. Year. Forever.
Most people don't even realize they're procrastinating, the excuses come naturally.

Don't know why I get into mad moods sometimes

Forace wrote:

Street Halo wrote:I don't think procrastination is something people can choose. It just kinda happens. Personally I'm quite a scheduled person

It's a bad habit, mostly, so you have to learn away from it. Unless you're depressed as well, you're gonna need a different approach, then ^_^ But it is basically a choice, either you do something now or leave it for later. I tend to leave it for... next month. Year. Forever.
Most people don't even realize they're procrastinating, the excuses come naturally.

Well, if you leave it for the next week, month, year then it must not be that important after all. It becomes a problem when you stay on the computer, doing literally nothing instead. I don't really depress myself with the thought that I 'could be doing something better'. Idk, it just doesn't bother me. Probably It'll become worse as I age.

Haha! Baby!

You guys the forum seems to be definitely more active. I am so so so happy!!!
ALSO I was going through all the past missions and we have created some very beautiful things together.

And!! I am home in 9 days!!!!!!

Yes we did! I have some great memories from ToL. :3

Street Halo wrote:Well, if you leave it for the next week, month, year then it must not be that important after all. It becomes a problem when you stay on the computer, doing literally nothing instead. I don't really depress myself with the thought that I 'could be doing something better'. Idk, it just doesn't bother me. Probably It'll become worse as I age.

I'd say exercising, thesis for school and paperwork are rather important, haha. But that's the thing, they're not important/urgent for ME, just society. Except for exercising, I do that for fun mostly... I do a lot of things besides sitting on the computer. Cooking, cleaning, handcrafts... sleeping :p I depress myself with that thought, because I know I would be capable of something more and I can be more efficient, but... just not now. I want to do things, but I don't want to @_@
But some people are more organized by their nature, and that's great for them!

I am thinking of actually exercising today, I'm even checking if I can bend my finger... I have to be able to grab the handle of the kettlebell.
(I have a "rash" on my finger, it oozes liquid and then dries up and hardens, and I can't bend it without the skin ripping)

Sorry for double-posting, but apparently today is the International Friendship Day O.o http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/International_Friendship_Day

Happy Friendship Day, then! =^.^=

Woot! Happy friendship day

happy FRIENDSHIP DAY!!

I wrote:I am thinking of actually exercising today, I'm even checking if I can bend my finger... I have to be able to grab the handle of the kettlebell.

I came here to announce that I did a small workout! 120 swings and 20 presses. More tomorrow, hopefully!

Wow. That's great.

Awesome about your workout! And happy friendship day to everyone
A week or so ago, my cat went missing. He's not an outdoor cat, and to be honest he wouldn't do well in a fight, so my whole house of course was nervous over his disappearance. We found him a day later, unscathed, just a bit nervous, and I'm so glad, because he's my little baby haha. And now it just makes me so happy when I hear the little bell on his collar jingle, because I was so scared of not knowing where he was or if he was okay. So, to answer this thread title's question, I'm thinking about how lucky I was to find him

It's starting to feel like fall weather!! Chilly windy weather! The sun is still shining.

aww:D 

I am pumped for the fall, I love autumn weather. It's so beautiful, and all the autumn scented candles and things come out too haha. I loooove autumn.

Something weird is happening to me so I wanted to share it to ask if anyone else has experienced it..

I keep getting butterflies in my tummy for no reason. They literally come and go at least once in an hour.. Just on their own. I guess I am just so excited about my life but it's just so odd to get butterflies for 'no reason' hahaa

Have you ever felt that you don't belong the place where you are at the moment? Like there is much more than this. The world is destroying itself and I'm just tired of so much hate.
I am not sad, I just overthink when I don't have anything to do

I think I know what you mean. I kind of wish there was a separate world for everyone accepting and loving, and everyone left over could have their own world to destroy, haha.

I feel the same, I often chat with Jayson and we imagine we'd travel to a planet of our own, live in a mansion with enough rooms for everyone we love, a huge library, swimming pools, gardens, handcraft studios, movie theater and everything... Then we'd have midget gardeners and they'd all be called Igor.

Ooh, someone shared this on Kerli's wall and I love it *_* I already have my eyes on some white crocheting thread, that I can make my own version and dye it however I want... And make a green-yellow-orange one for my sister ^_^



Then I found this, from the same people:

I know what you mean. I have felt like that myself. I try so hard to fit in. But I've come to descide not to care if I fit in anymore. I think I just don't click with some people.

The weather feels so cool now. Kind of like fall almost.

@Forace May I come with you 2?
I love those dresses, I want one for myself! I just don't feel comfortable in showing my body so I would wear something under it. If you make it share it with us.

TanyaMinxy wrote:@Forace May I come with you 2? :D
I love those dresses, I want one for myself! I just don't feel comfortable in showing my body so I would wear something under it. If you make it share it with us.

Of course you can ^_^
Yeah, I'd wear a black dress underneath, walking around in a bra-like top under the dress wouldn't be pretty xD Well, maybe when I get that sixpack...
I will most definitely share! In fact, I'll even show my progress with it :)

Krissy wrote:I know what you mean. I have felt like that myself. I try so hard to fit in. But I've come to descide not to care if I fit in anymore. I think I just don't click with some people.

That's good, because it's not really that important to fit in, since most people aren't worth your time :D I think it's more important to stay true to yourself, and not try to act/look like everyone else. But you will always find someone.

I wonder how the guy version looks like of the dress.
Such a crazy weather lately, suddenly heavy rain and then few minutes a very hot sun and then rain. Many people are getting sick already.

I'M not really a fan or into classical music. One of my favorite movies is Anne of green gables and I like the music from it. I found the soundtrack on ITunes i'm thinking of buying it. (Next time I can afford it ) Wow how I've changed. When I was 13 you wouldn't find me listing to that type of music lol

Yeah you are right it's not important to fit it. I much rather be myself and have people like me that why. I don't think people should change themselves to gain friends.

^ have you ever heard Yiruma? he does things to my heart with his piano playing!

Forace!!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS - i want one!!!!

I know "River Flows In You" by Yiruma. It's awesome  

DarkMoon wrote:I wonder how the guy version looks like of the dress.

Maybe it could be like a long vest, and not as florally crocheted :)

mimi wrote:Forace!!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS - i want one!!!!

You're welcome ^_^ They have an etsy: http://www.etsy.com/shop/cruxandcrow
There are only 2 (?) crocheted items at the moment.


We visited JP's grandparents today, had some coffee and Karelian pies, helped with their heap of junk and watered the flowers. I watched as the bees flew from one flower to another, they were like cups and the bees disappeared inside them, it was so cute ^_^ Also, granny gave JP 100€ @_@ I say I'll go buy that crocheting thread ASAP... :p

i've got to get myself one of those crocheted dresses, wow

me and my dad are thinking of going to a huge huge music festival next year and i'm so excited! i usually go to smaller music festivals and they usually tire me out, so going to a festival four times the size of our usual festival is going to be...interesting, to say the least

i just read this article about a young girl committing suicide because of the abuse she got from ask.fm
The link to the article is here.

i try and find something beautiful in every day but its fucking hard when things like that happen. it hurts to see that there are people in this world that can tell someone to kill themselves without remorse. its murder, yet people don't consider it murder.

cyber bullying seems to be getting worse, so all of your moonchildren, if you have an account on any of the social networking sites, report whenever anyone sends you an abusive message and DON'T LET THEM GET YOU DOWN. they are sad, sad people who spend their days making others feel miserable. what a fulfilling life, eh.

That girl has made it to the news here as well :< Such a shame, I wish young ones would realize that it WILL get better, instead of throwing their lives away... Just, stay strong, through the mockery, and remember they don't really know you. Especially cyber bullies.


Well, I got my white crocheting thread :3 I shall begin making the dress! Wish me luck <3

mimi wrote:i just read this article about a young girl committing suicide because of the abuse she got from ask.fm
The link to the article is here.

i try and find something beautiful in every day but its fucking hard when things like that happen. it hurts to see that there are people in this world that can tell someone to kill themselves without remorse. its murder, yet people don't consider it murder.

cyber bullying seems to be getting worse, so all of your moonchildren, if you have an account on any of the social networking sites, report whenever anyone sends you an abusive message and DON'T LET THEM GET YOU DOWN. they are sad, sad people who spend their days making others feel miserable. what a fulfilling life, eh.

Mimi life is hard, I hate the dark side of Internet. People think that can be anonymously and can hurt, but they don't think what someone feels. I made some project about cyber bully not will be a little interview with someone about bully and it kills me that no one wants help the kids...

btw, i feel last time so horrible and unwanted... i was so quiet becaus i have some choice from the doctor... i'll alone go to hospital or the judgemnt gives me there... but i don;t know what to think....

14, so young. To think someone my age has just killed themselves because of the ignorance of others is disgusting

I agree in school I was picked on. Made fun of. I was upset crying. But not once did I ever think of ending my life over a bunch of losers. Then again we didn't have FB/Twitter yet,,,,We just E-mail and forums. Stuff like that. Chat rooms. It didn't effect me in the why it does with some young people.

I'M happy glad I didn't have FaceBook and twitter/youtube when I was a teen.

i think we've all been bullied at some stage in our lives.
there was an article in the papers here a few weeks ago how adult workplace bullying is becoming a real issue.. grow up people are bullying others!
at school i was bullied by a guy who was 5 years older than me!!! how sick is that!

on a different note - 2 last days of my internship.. i actually can not believe this..

Listening to the luckey ones ^^ while waking slowly up and is going to see a friend and read an book on Concius dreaming and when that's over on indigo children (I haven't yet read anything on them only on internet and head one of my familly memeber speak about them ect ect ...but not an actual book ...it also speaks about cristal children and diamands ... )
Love me or leave me !!! <3
I'm hangry I want something sweet like sugar ^^
Why no one anwser my questions for the Kerli BD gift ...?