Old Peom: Not Again

Not Again

Curse your fate of hand gores in rifle

Gravel, replace the sand, you no longer stay

I can’t trust you no, can I trust you? No and I’ve asked you…

There I am on the floor and I’m dying ‘cause I gave my heart away

Sour squished up lips rest on my face, as if a silenced has been repaid

I cry, I tend to give my heart away to fast, cause first love, second love

Swallowed me up inside. But I will always love you…right? Hey,

Thanks for the, thanks for the memories…but now I’m in love again

I’m officially scared of when it’s over. I’d be numb and tasteless once again

Where I’d would stand and wait for the, wait for the remedies. To cure my heart

Once again…when I’m in love the love is forever…I’m scared for the, scared for

The possibilities…going to break my heart, you’re going to leave me in the dark

Right? Sad, slow, and sick, why does it make me like this? I can’t escape you now you face is all

Around, but just in case you leave me, I’d have someone for the backup plan, I’m not

Stupid this time I’ve got my heart stolen twice and it toke me a long time

To rediscover it back again…done wiped the tears from my eyes…too many times

Done caused my mind suicide for a thousand times once in my life…no not again.
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