Javvy's Junk

So much for posting here everyday XD This card thing didn't work out as planned!

Allergies have been royally kicking my ass lately >__< My eyes have been on FIRE for weeks. I should probably get around to taking some actually medication for it rather than complaining and being miserable all the time...I just hate taking medicine. -sadface-

4th of July plans with my Dad have been cancelled. The little sisters are pretty bummed but oh well. He's never been too dedicated anyway. -low blow- It's sad that our relationship is better now that my parents are separated than it was when he lived with us.

On a lighter note, I uploaded a new cover to my youtube page :3 I'm pretty happy with how it turned out. I've never figured out how to embed on here since every time I try the page gets all fucked up but here's a link if anyone wants to listen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECVE8ZYIljo

Card of the day -- "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Just a quick picture that I found that really made me appreciate everything I have

^ that is awesome! i might get it made on a t-shirt and wear it proudly!!

ps i totally know what you're going through with ur dad. i see my dad like twice a year for 10 minutes because we just dont know how to talk to each other. it shouldn't be like that and every time i feel awkward around him, i tell myself that i have to try harder to actually BE his daughter.. but i know he's feeling the same way.. so we're.. stuck..

That picture really made me think We are so lucky.

Stressed.

x__x I was doing SO GOOD a couple weeks back but this last week has been miserable...Allergies, heart problems, etc...I go to a cardiologist on Monday so I'm hoping they'll be able to help.

My mum and sister have been going at it over her new 'back to school' look. She wants to do something different with her hair [since she's had the same look for years] and my mom is freaking. It's only a couple purple streaks but apparently, that makes her a 'freak'. It really bugs me. I end up being the parent in this house more than my own mother. I know she's stressed as well but she doesn't realize how bad the things she says can hurt us kids. It's really awful...Parents should not be calling their kids freaks. My sister is already putting up with name calling at school due to her weight and disabilities. It's not right...It's so upsetting...

/rant

I don't see anything wrong with during that to her hair. it's just hair. it will grow out.

I know :/ It's ridiculous.

I got her some clip in colored extensions to make due with until my mom comes around and lets her have some freedom with her hair.

Clip ins are cool, the only thing I hate is they are straight, and if you have naturall curly hair, it will never look the same.

That was a nice idea.