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Post by kailen on Fri Mar 08, 2013 1:54 pm

so am in hospital could of cried when I came on too the ward so many older people in so much pain
More than I could imagine guy opposite has one lung and threw up as I came in life definitely hurts guy's and gals
But now listening too kerli I love that gal all the way and i'll find you great songs
I got a needle in my arm damm it drained 20ml of blood which looked like a pint
And got too have spine surgery to remove a disc from back too much moshing
In my youth lol been in pain for 6 months now well that's life I guess
That's the pessimistic view anyhow got too have a ct on stomach possible two hernias as well trust pain becomes god
Its true definitely praying anyhow all this from working too hard lifting around 19 tonnes daily not recommend
Well that and playing with the kids shouldn't of fed them so much anyhow has anyone got any happy endings too share
Need some moon power trust and too keep my mind from going numb

It would be much appreciated


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Post by kailen on Fri Mar 08, 2013 11:58 pm

5 hrs too go I hate hospitals nil by mouth and nervous as hell missing my family life is so complex Crying or Very sad
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Post by Street Halo on Sat Mar 09, 2013 2:25 am

Aww Sad Im so sorry to read this, I hope you get better soon

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Post by stargirlstrike on Sat Mar 09, 2013 10:43 pm

Sending moon power and love to you! You can get through this. I hope you're okay and that everything get's better.
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Post by Natt on Sun Mar 10, 2013 1:57 am

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Post by Paul Aka PoD Kailen on Sun Mar 10, 2013 4:34 am

Thankyou all I had the operation took 2 hours they removed the offending disc back feels pretty rough but have walked already going too let me home hopefully tomorrow I seem to have lost my original account Kailen nothing
Has worked if anyone's got the power to help please do I set this one too ask for help but don't know who to ask messaged Mimi but have not had any response yet thanks to everyone for your support

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Post by kailen on Sun Mar 10, 2013 9:14 am

NEWS FLASH PAIN IS GOD
LEGAL MORPHINE ROCKS
AND MIMI IS A ANGEL
ITS ALSO SNOWING
HERE AT MUSGROVE PARK
AND AM STILL ALIVE
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Post by stargirlstrike on Mon Mar 11, 2013 10:34 am

Glad you're alive and well! It's great that you're walking already and able to go home. I hope you have a speedy recovery Smile
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Post by kailen on Mon Mar 11, 2013 4:58 pm

Not out of the woods yet my feet haven't. Stopped tingling with pins and needles and the
Spine surgeon says it may be swelling after the surgery but informs me worst case is the remaining
Disc has slipped into the nerve stem causing the sensations or a blood clot is forming
Both very bad for me especially now am not aloud home and until the sensation
goes I think I have to wait then have another mri too get the all clear could become more invasive surgery to rectify
Before serious damage is caused but that's worst case.

What really was harsh ignoring worst case not seen either of my sons since last Friday
And fears now are starting to linger it's. Weird they expained The risks
And it seemed stupid not too go ahead as the pain I had was crippling
and destroying my life slowly but now am just left hanging over a abyss fearing the very worst
Anyway the lesson I learn is too
Never take your life's for granted
Am really freaked out with this all now
Just want my life back too normal
And hope my body recovers so I can
be back to my family soon Crying or Very sad

Sorry to bring this sadness here but it's just on my back literally
Will keep updating this blog til I get the all clear
I just hope life's on my side


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Post by kailen on Tue Mar 12, 2013 2:57 am

Woke up today and legs and feet feel much better they are releasing me later just need too go very steady the
Next 6 week's is bed rest and that's alright providing all is well thanks for all your support been rough week
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Post by Street Halo on Tue Mar 12, 2013 6:06 am

Happy to hear that the surgery went right Smile x
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Post by kailen on Wed Mar 13, 2013 4:08 am

So far so good feet still tingle and now able to walk short distances couple of minutes worth anyhow thank god there are people that can perform such things as back surgery only hope i can stop taking all the tablets on bout 18 a day i hate the taste of medicine at the best of times lol

Got physo and check ups but if recovery goes well i should be able to do
most of what i want too do

i wonder if i could Bungie jump lol
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Post by out of the hollow on Thu Mar 14, 2013 12:18 am

Very good to hear that things are working out for you! Very Happy
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Post by kailen on Thu Mar 14, 2013 2:24 pm

Thankyou everyone for your support life at the moment is difficult got out Tuesday from
Hospital and now unfortunately had too call 999 and back in again
Was resting as the Doctor prescribed and trying too gain my mobility walking for less
Than a minute and yet again pins and needles in my feet then the strength drained away
And my legs started trembling and could not take another step then lost sensation in both feet
Legs and feet became ice cold and my right hand started with the pins as well I have never felt so
Feint pretty much crumpled back too bed with help from partner and ambulance soon arrived

So now here I am different ward opposite a dude that screams at football on crapy tv only two of us in the
Room great fun no culture here lol least I got headphones and phone hey
They did an Ecg scan which thank goodness said my heart was strong and then more morphine and tramadol
My legs still spasming bit like my poems lol nearly 6.30 hours later feel like s#it just want them to stop moving now
Feels like muscles are ripping

Got an Mri scan too go too soon hope nothing serious apart from whats happening so far
And I thought it could not get any worse was really appreciating being back at home
It melted me last time I saw my little boys faces at first they were like " okay were the hell have you been but a
Great big smile appeared across there beautiful faces" there only 8 months and 2 years but in that moment
Well it made me well up lol and my 12 year old actually sat with me and we went through photo albums felt
Like home so much love miss it so much already

This is the hardest thing I have had to face except deaths of nan and some relatives over2 years
And my poor partners struggling to cope with the kids and all this from together to her on her own
It again sucks thank god for family hey

Well am sure you'll all be fed up reading about my crappy existence at that moment
But hears to venting

I will always be grateful for your support in those dark times
May your life's bloom without pain

One step closer to heaven I guess

All the best will keep updating xxx



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Post by stargirlstrike on Fri Mar 15, 2013 1:33 pm

I'm so sorry that you're back in again. Sending light and love your way; keep your head up and remember that the Moonchildren are sending you positive thoughts!
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Post by kailen on Sat Mar 16, 2013 2:37 am

Thankyou had another mri scan it showed up swelling of the nerve behind the wound
The Dr says small chance of going back to theatre but I hope not little fed up really
However feeling more relaxed bit of piece of mind after scan apart from leg muscles ache from other day
Going too see if I can now be discharged under supervision otherwise
Stuck here to at least Monday I hopefully will get home soon
Its amazing how much effort some of the people here make it renews faith in humanity
Well fingers Crossed

Thankyou yet again for your support it gets so boring in here really thank goodness for
Mobiles and music did bit of drawing as well will have to post it when finished

All the best and my gratitude to all of you who shared a thought for me
It makes you very special and my spirit reaches out to you all
I hope your all happy and have the best of everything

Be surrounded by Angels x



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Post by Natt on Sat Mar 16, 2013 3:47 am

Always are chance so please you must to just believe how we believe in you. You are so strong person and I know that everything must to be like the best for you.
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Post by kailen on Mon Mar 18, 2013 11:56 pm

At last Home with family still rough will be for a long while
To come still got pins and needles constantly in feet
But learning to life with it now suppose am getting use to
Not feeling great anymore getting old before my time I guess lol
Nevermind at least still breathing hey just can't control those kids hahaha running rings hoops around me it's quite funny really
But frustrating learned to get stuff ready cause if not while changing nappies one minute there he's there
Next minute running laps while on the proverbial Piss
Giving partner first lay in in 2 weeks she's probably dreaming of chasing babies well with the pain am still in I hope so Evil or Very Mad
Life will slowly return back too normal she says hopefully she
Will be right please let her be Sad

With all this time lay on my back doing nothing I found the time too do some art and right some poetry will post them soon enough
The best poetry I've ever written may I add being temporally paralysed in one leg is definitely inspiring but no fun for anyone
Wrote one called Exodus which has a hidden message
For the beautiful people here

Thanks again
My sanity remains thanks to all you guys and gals
Have a great day
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Post by out of the hollow on Tue Mar 19, 2013 11:16 pm

So glad that you're home with your family now. I wish all the best for you Kailen!
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Post by kailen on Wed Apr 03, 2013 10:55 pm

Hey beautiful gals and guys just wanted again too say thankyou so much for your support through a very dark time starting to feel am on route too a 99.9 % recovery starting too feel much more like a human again you all individually are unique and beautiful together you were a definitely a bridge over my troubled waters and your spiritual gifts helped me so much I truly am in debt to you all

Thankyou

Paul Aka P.O.D kailen xxx
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Post by stargirlstrike on Thu Apr 04, 2013 8:16 pm

That's great that you're feeling better! May your road to recovery continue to be speedy and easy Smile
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Post by mimi on Sun May 05, 2013 11:59 am

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